* my toy is bk.. *

it took 5 days..
my toy is finally bk..
m glad..
& cn see he is hapi too..

'dede de dede' ^.^

* who's tht gal... ? *

* u r nvr alone.. *

whr do u go whn u r lost..?
who wil u think of whn u lonely..?
wht wil u do whn u needed tht sm1's support..?

~~~

u knw..
u r nvr alone..

* y make his road tougher..? *

thank you for gettinng e kids involve..
thank you for telling thm ur thoughts tht nt even valid..
as a father, u would rathr ur son lives e rest of his life miserably sad..
as a father, u prefer ur son lives e rest of his life wth debts tht is nt his..
as a grandfathr, u would rathr 'paint' awful story to 'frighten' thm..

wth or wthot u ard,
wth or wthot ur support,
wth or wthot ur blessing,

e earth wil stil contiune to turn,
a fact wil stil b a fact,
we (e both of us) wil stil stay on our track.

b ware of wht u say 'wise' man..
cos i may.. make u 'eat ur word'..
depends on wht u do..

u didn't notice u r dealing wth 2 stubborn heads
u didn't notice u r snatching away ur son's happiness (even i dun exist)
u didn't notice u r destroying ur grandchildren's life

dun take me as a DIL, is ok, bcos paper is nt at all importn to me..
seems like u love ur current DIL v much..
all of a sudden u helping her to keep her title/status..
seems like u hv also 'forgiven' & 'forgotten' her 3-4 times of attemps & may hv more to cm..

nobody is perfect, nt even u..
so pls dun kip thinking wht evr u think & do r all correct..

everybody makes mistakes..
pls b fair to ur 1 & oni son..
ur way of loving him is making him pain..

wish.. everythg wil turn ot well for everybody soon..

* sm ass holes **

is ur duty is ur job..
dun push to othrs to do for u..
just bcos i report to u doesn't means i cun talk to ur boss..
just bcos i report to u doesn't means i hv
to do all e thg u ask me to do..

i dun ask my staffs to do my thgs..
i dun ask my staffs to do my reports..

y....?
cos is my duty..
cos i m paid to do all tis, nt thm..

u wil nt hv my support..

v simple.. cos u dun fit..

cm in & question me..? y i call ur boss? in front of my staffs?
u scare huh?
u did sm shit wrong thg huh?
scare ur boss knw u nt doing wht u suppose to do huh?????

bloody hell !!!!!!!!

* by oct.. *

by oct..
~~~
at least thr is sm directions..
a clearer picture..
~~~
4mths to go..

* accident *

dear called while i was bathing..
he said : " i got an acident.. "
i got a shock..
holding e ph on 1 hand..
& e othr hand trying to wash e shampoo away..

i ask : "thn hw..?"
dear starts to explain & tell me wht happen..
i m stil holding on to e ph on 1 hand..
& e othr hand washing..

trying to picture hw serious it is..
worry whether he is ok..

he was 'sandwich'..
a taxi driver knock his bk..
& he hit e front car..
sounds quite serious..
but m v glad tht he is fine..

sending his car to workshp nw..
like tis hr (1am) >.<"

dun knw hw long wil e repair takes..

i was telling him..
if oni i agreed to go tua bak gong..
if oni i let him go off earlier..
if oni i drag him longer..
he wil nt get caught in tis accident..

he said : "if oni i knw tomor toto open wht numbr.."
haha... so long u r fine.. m glad..

* crying baby day *

hv been a crying baby today..

guess i'l nd plenty of tm to adjust..

& get used to many thgs..

i hope is 1 at a tm..

oldr darling kindna ok whn i broke e news..

youngr darling nt so..

seriously dun knw wht wil b e ot cm..

everybody react in a different manner..

tis wil b our turning point..

for all of us..

all e 4 of us (e J family)..

plus his dear..

plus co..

plus co's 3 precious..

& his 3 precious' mummy..

all our lifes wil turn/change..

fr tis moment onwards..

for e bettr.. i hope..

* is nt gona b e same anymore.. *

is sold.. tues wil sign e paper..
12yrs here..
littl 1 grown up here..
all e thgs tht happen here..


thgs gona change & b different fr tis moment onwards..

it wil b..
left .. wth.. nothg.. but..
a.. memory..
memory..

* yestrdy *

yestrdy aftrn went for a review at Dr Lee clinic..
result for pap smear ok..
i was rathr wori.. cos after 12 yrs.. phew..

3mths latr anothr review.. on my 2 'diamonds'..

aftr review session,
dear brought me to temple to pray his ah gong & ah ma..
in a way, m hapi to b able to visit thm & say hi to thm..
thn we head bk to wk..

aftr wk, tht nt feeling v well man wana co me to the mall for my foot reflex..
he wasn't feeling gd, with body ache, headache & sore throat (& stil wana co me) >.<"

aftr my foot reflex, we saw littl darling.. ^.^
littl darling went dinr (thai food) wth jeff & her..

& we, end up having our dinr at carl's jr..
cos he say v long nvr eat leow..

he ask : "err.. i like tht cn eat tis ah..?"
i reply : "y cn nt..? just like eating mac ma, cn la.." *.*

tis nt feeling v well man waiting for his food..


tis is wht we ordered.. e fries nt bad..


so....
today..
i 1 person in office..
1 person lunch in..
& 1 person go off..

hope he'll recover sn..

~ outting wth kids ~

outting wth 2 prince & 1 princess
on our way to fish farm...
tom & jerry session..


went to see sm aninal too..




aftr fish/animal farm..
had our dinr..
is.. arcade tm..


dionne on a car ride..


brandon.. enjoying e game..


aftr arcade, went for a bowl wth my darling..


a video clip of arcade session (bk ground littl noisy)
enjoy


overall tiring but enjoyable day..

guess who...?

who... is tht..?

this.. is his most precious littl darling.. zoey..
isn't she adorable..? like a doll.. (love)



dear & his littl princess..



nt easy to capture tis..


& tis is princess dionne.. &.. me..


thr is 1 more.. prince brandon..

wil post his pic whn i got 1.. =)

we r going ot latr.. to see fish..

unable to bring littl princess..

til she is slightly older..

* dinr at... *

Ikea Tamp..

went ikea tamp for a walk wth dear..
we decided to hv our dinr thr.. (just bcos i wish to try e food thr) ^.^

it was rather crowded..
finally got a seat.. & i took a pic of dear b4 we start...

look at e food we ordered.. hw nt to b fat...? >.<"

i like e food alot.. nice..
i told dear, if oni thr is a candle on our table.. :p
dear say we shall eat again.. (bcos i like) ^.^