notice i get tired easily lately..
i'l usually zzz ard 12plus to 1am on avg..
sm tm almost 2am whn i watch online movie..
but my eyes wil start 'closing' ard 11plus lately..
& yestrdy, eyes 'closing' ard 10plus pm..
which is rathr unusual to me..
guess is e mthly thg..
plus i did nt zzz properly/nicely lately..

for e past weeks, ever since i was sick..
i hv nt been zzz nicely lately..
sm tm ok.. sm tm wake up middle of nite..

certain tm wake up able to zzz bk..
certain tm wake up cun zzz bk..
twist & turn for hrs..
dun like tht knid of feeling..
certain tm wake up more thn 1x..
best reocrd is hourly.. >.<""

sm tm is to cough..
sm tm dun knw y..
in e end i either walk ot of e rm..
or go toilet..
or play iphone..
or watch online movie..
thn try to zz bk..

if dear is beside me..
thn i cn disturb him if i wake up mid of nite..
i cn pull his pants..
i cn tickle him..
i cn stare at his face..
i cn see his sleepy eyes..
& he wil tap tap me to zzz..

hmmm..... i think.....

if dear is beside me..
most likely he is e 1 tht wakes up mid of nite..

to hit me on my face..
to wake me up..
cos i... snore.. haha..

i love u, ah leng..

tummy pain pain..

i asked..
y guys must go tht kind of place..?

reply i got..
cos spore hv no place to go..

didnt zzz well for e past 2 days..
took e $1 per flu medi,
& i woke up every hr for e past 2 days..

thou e flu improve..
but.. my 'battery' is draining ot..
today migraine on std by..
think is due to hardly zzz for 2 days..

so, i decided..
m nt gona eat tht stupid expensive flu medi tht makes me cun zzz..

i nd to hv a gd gd zzz..
hope i cn zzz thru ot tonite..
tired..

* if i could cuddle u zzz... *

phua chu kang e movie



hmm.. nt nice..
except for e old ah gong..
he is reali funny..
gurmit did a gd job..

measure myself ard 8pm..
37.9.. hmm..

was quite ok..
thou stil flu & coughing..
but dun knw y today i feel cold agn..
tot was due to rain..
cos wen & hl feel cold too..

left office earlier..
thinking of mayb go pharmacy to get flu & cough medi..
but nt every pharmacy hv pharmacist ard..

so i went ovr to tamp mall..
cos if tamp mall dun hv pharmacist,
i cn walk ovr to century sq..
if century sq dun hv, i cn stil try tamp one..

in e end, i oni bot e flu medi..
i didnt get e cough medi..
cos cough medi is $15..
a bottle of cough medi $15.. is ex..

& i paid $10 for a box of flu pills,
wth oni 10 pills inside..
means 1 pill =$1..
heart so ache whn paying moni..

m thinking..
if i buy tht cough medi & flu medi = $25..
means i cn must well go see normal doc..
wth $25 i cn hv more medi fr doc..

walk ard alittl, cos dun wana go bk so early..
go supermart bot sm can food..
also get sm liang cha hm, for my both darlings..
& i slowly mrt bk..

all (ex inlaw, both darlings, eulene, jeff & her) r having dinr whn i rch hm..
didnt join thm for dinr..
went bath, blow hair..
& i measured myself.. 37.9

sigh..

ate tht expensive flu medi..
& took panado..

hardly sick but tis tm round is more thn 3 weeks alrdy..
think tis 3 weeks of cough, flu, fever, sore throat,
is to 'pay bk' e hardly fall sick..

& think i hv spread sm to littl darling..
he is having flu nw..

hope i wil recover fast..
& hope littl darling is fine..

anothr outing wth usual grp..

tis tm - lex + keith

we went amk for our dinr..

$36/7 = ard $5 each..

& we ordr stingray, chk, kang gong, lala & egg..

wonders of many ppl eating togethr.. *cheap*

thn we had ice cream while walking bk to amk hub..

waited for anothr 'new membr' CH & his gf..

& we went for our movie..

love in disguise..

simple story, funny & e song r nt bad..

i enjoy whn leehom & his fren playing tunes trying to impress e principle..

fr normal to hip hop.. nice..

& i undrstd sm chinese culture & music..

leehom directed..

nt bad..

i... finally blow my nose on bus..
cos.. It is FLOWING dwn..
& I knw is gona DRIP in secs...

panic & hurrying..
searching for tissue cos gona drip....

finally i found tissues..
& I blow......

luckily i manage to save tht 'drip'..
if nt... i wil hv to find a hole to hide..

bus'ing to Wk.. pack..
&... I cun blow my nose..
cos many ppl ard me..
pai say to blow..

Guess cn oni blow aftr I alight..

means I hv to kip thm til I alight..
omg.. >.<""

awake tis morning ard 0650hrs..
went toilet brush teeth..
staring at e mirror while brushing my teeth..

&.....

i noticed my left eye red red..
i hv sore eye...
omg........ >.<""

i looked hard at e mirror agn & agn...
left eye is red.. >.<""

luckily is minor..
nt tos v v sore type..

get ready, rush to wk cos sue mc..
& most importantly...
i wana see ah leng..

latr wil go buy eye drop..
hope wil nt get worst..
cos i wana look pretty pretty..
cos i dun wana spread to others..
& i wana see my ah leng.. =)

morning awake saw sue's sms..
she is nt feeling well,
unable to cm in to wk..

called hd, undrstd i'l left wth nesh & wj..
wori if is thm..

ask whethr john or jay cn stay behind abt 2hrs to cover peek..
but john say y dun ask ppl cm bk..?

so, i called hl (cos she nearer)..
was mentioned reali tired..
thn i call wen..
cun get thru her ph at all..
thn i tried chris..
he prefer nt coming bk..

intend to take a bus to wk..
i wan my dear's surprise to cm true at e end of e yr..
but, wori nesh & wj dun knw ok nt..
cos today is monday.. wil b bz..
plus tis 2 men..........
so, no choice i took a cab to wk..
& i rch ard 0815hrs (early for me)..

ard 11plus am..
saw wen online..
told her all e above..
& she said 'I LOVE OT'..
haha..

informed LH, & wen wil b bk ard 1pm..
i more 放心 wth her ard..
cos we cn go proper lunch..
& i nd nt wori abt wj MIA..
nesh go toilet dun knw wj 1 person cn or nt etc..

tks gal..

i m a hapi gal.. =)

cos i had finished all reports..
on tm..
yeah..

i m a hapi gal.. =)
cos i cn see ah leng..

haha..

my boy..
performing.. dancing in YOG opening at marina bay..

live.. i saw him dancing.. togethr wth his frens..
on tht big stage.. nxt to tos singers..
althou cn oni see him dancing tht few secs..

it is a v gd experience to hv..

m proud of u..

i was napping..
ph rang...
open my eye, saw donald calling..

j : hello..
d : a.. ur hd nvr answr call ah?
j : huh?
d : hd nvr answr call, 2 missed call fr xxxx
j : nt possible, wht numbr they dial? i call hd to check
d : ok

hang up wth donald, i called hd

j : who is on duty today?
c : me, wen & nesh
j : xx got miss call.. donald said 2 miss call..
c : phone nvr ring ley..
j : check both xx ph got login? mayb was logout?
c : yes, got login
j : ok, i test call, u hold on to e phone
nesh answr my call..

called donald..
d : hello..
j : xx phone nvr ring ley.. wht numbr user called?
d : hd numbr lor..
j : cn ask user wht numbr they call..? shd b xxxx9968..
waited on e phone for awhile..
d : user called e wrong numbr.. they call xxxx9668..
j : aiyoo.. i hv 3 staffs today ley.. impossible to hv miss call la..
d : haha.. ok ok..
j : u scares me sia.. i was napping ley..
d : u sure or nt, u r napping..?
j : ya la.. wide awake leow..
d : ok ok.. bb..
j : bb..

haiz.. scares me sia..

* sweat * >.<"""

yes..
i m hapi..
& contented..

m able to meet targets tht i set for myself..
b it personal or wk..

i tell myself,
dun ask for more..
& do my best on my role (personal or wk)..

m v hapi to b able to continue loving colin..
most importantly, he knw my love for him..
i wana grow old togethr wth him..
i wana walk til e end of my life journey wth him..

so long he is beside me,
i wil hv e strength to handle any waves..

i m quite a determine gal..
i wil wk hard & wait for e day i cn harvest..

y is throat so itchy...?
hw i wish i cn put my fingr in to...

.....s...c..r..a..t..c..h.....


y nose wil always hv 'watr'...?
dun like nose hv 'watr'..
nt even alittl..

so..

i m busying coughing..
& 'clearing' my nose.. =)

today is fri e 13th..
didnt notice til dear said so tis morning..
he said 'western' + 'eastern' (fri 13th & ghost festival)..

he is a funny man..
morning ask so many 'weirdo' Qs..
'whn we burn mobile to e dead, no sim card they cn use meh..?'
'do they hv service provider like us below, smthg like 'hell 1'..?'
cos ours is M1..
'y ghost r in white most of e tm...?'

nesh said he think too much.. haha..

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reports r pretty on tm..
m hapi.. shd b able to finish by today or latest monday..
was wori abt reports,
due to 1st day bz wth meetings & replying emails,
thus i missed a day doing..

thn missed anothr day cos of national day PH..
thn i wasnt feeling well for few days..
wasted couple of days..

so... i went bk office to do reports last sat..
& dare nt tell dear.. wori he wil nag... ;P

m glad.. i cn make it on tm.. =)

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vic is bk to wk wth us..
m like his personal PA sm tm..
call my personal mobile to update case..
but nw, he wil call HD to update.. bettr..

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m working on clearing $..
step by step..
dear co me to bank yestrdy..
he co me waited for e Q..
m hapi tht i cleared a few..

gona wk on bus'ing to wk instead of cab'ing..
plan to gv dear a surprise by end of e yr..
hopefully i cn make it..

MUST do it ok ms wong..

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hv no idea y 1st & 2nd day of e ghost festival,
i cun zzz well..

1st day i woke up ard 3am, thn 4am, 5 plus am..
2nd day 1 woke up ard 4am..

last nite was e 3rd day of e ghost festival..
i didnt wake up mid of nite..
but.. i dreamt tis morning..

in e dream i went see fish wth dear..
big area.. many fish, many tanks..
hv no idea y also hv cars (suppose to see fish)..
thn dear saw 1 white car..
he told me he likes tht white car..
we went to take a closer look at e white car..
thn suddenly, both of us noticed e car belongs to SK..
LOL... dear wasnt hapi whn he knw is SK's car..
thn dun knw wht happen leow..
cos i oni remembr til here..

aftr tht, i woke up get ready to wk..

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organising a outting wth all in sept..
most likely wil go sing k..
m looking at mayb ard 10 or 15 of us..

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lex birthday coming..
wana celebrate wth him..
mayb to 'steamboat'..

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i m so so so hapi tht i finally FINISHED my antibio..
6 days..... & is 1 day 3x.. = 18 pills >.<"
means i had swallow 18x of bitter antibio,
e medi tht wil melt once u put in ur mouth.. >.<""
thn whole day i feel as if i hv 'metal' in my mouth..
cos i hv 'metal' kind of taste in my mouth..

nw left wth tht super big bullet medi..
anothr 5 more days to go..

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i m stil coughing..
occasionally hv sore throat dun knw y..
but stil manageable..

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we went loyang大伯公 to pray on tues..
it has been quite awhile we didnt go thr..
as i didnt burn e ghost festival thg tis yr,
i told dear tht i would like to go pray for safety..
& of cos, i pray for us..

tks dear for co me thr..

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dear co me ovr to mum's pl for dinr e othr day..
mum cook my favourate dishes..
1 of thm was 'smelly beans'..
prawns & bak gu teh for dear..
i was so hapi to see tht ‘smelly beans’ dish.. haha..
we had a simple dinr..

& i saw bro's china gf..
hopefully she is a gd lady..

tks my dear agn for e co.. cck is nt near..

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dear always say i m a silly gal..
i think i m indeed.. =)

remembr our conversation on 11aug..
i wil wk on my area..
stay wth me k..
cos u r my strength.. my battery.. my power..
my everythg..

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all e best to him on his new challenges..

love ah leng

hungry..
food..

i nd food..

is my boy's birthday..

went ovr to tamp 1 to get him a cake..
i bot 4 small pieces of cake fr emi
didnt notice everybody was hm,
cos i was told they all went east coast..



but whn i rch hm..
wow.. everybody was hm,
& tht includes ex inlaws,
niece & nephew..

our own deco cake plus ice cream..
& of cos, we sang song..




make a wish.. & blow..



yes, 19 alrdy..
cun belief hw tm past..
u were so tiny bk thn,
& nw.. 19..

b a great man boy..
b responsible & wise..
live ur life wth happiness & no regrets..

remembr to take care of didi whn i m gone..
love u, my boy..

wana drink lychee water with ice..

doze off awhile ago..
guess was bcos i was awake ard 0755hrs tis morning..
nap for abt an hr,
woke up wth headache..

think e weathr is reali warm..
i didnt on aircon or fan..
was sweating whn i awake just nw..

suddenly, lychee watr cm into my mind..
i shd go super mart buy few can hm..

but as of nw.. 只好凭空想像 lor..

ice cream session wth dear..

ice cream ok la..

nt bad..

dear dun like e mallows..

so.. all mine.. ^.^

tos thgs u see behind dear..

were drawings..

nicely drawn..

mayb 1 day wil go eat tht $10 ice cream.. =)

i miss my deAr..

begin wth ben mc for chk box..
thn sue,
myself,
tahir,
khair,
wen,
hl..
all nt feeling well..
eithr sore throat, fever, cough or flu..

at 1st, i was ok aftr i finished my antibio..
tht was ard monday..
but 2 days latr,
i feel slight sore throat agn..
coughing.. & flu..

was wondering..
y m i sick agn just aftr 2 days..?

dear co me to doc agn..
i went gynae..
he waited wth me..

spend $110..
didnt manage to do pap smear..
didnt manage to check my 2 diamonds..
doc say nd to wait for 'it' to clear,
if nt result wil nt b accurate..
thus.. 2 weeks latr wil go see him agn..

actually wana see normal GP aftr tht..
for my cough & flu..
but.. clinic closed for lunch..
thus didnt see..

tis 2 weeks m like a 'medicine box'..
see doc, eat medi, see doc agn & eat medi agn..
& wori i wil forget to eat medi.. >.<""

gynae gv a 6days medi (1day 3x).. must complete..
& anothr 12days medi (once a day).. also must complete..

i... hv difficulties in putting tht big medi in..
reali.. sigh..
tried more thn 4x..
& finally in but i knw is nt right inside..
haiz..

i wan recover sn..
hope tonite dun nd so many tm to put in..
hope cn put furthr in..

practise wil make perfect ma...?
or...

salt



Angelina Jolie..
is always so beautiful..

review said is gd..
both dear & me like angelina..
so we went for e show..

story line nt bad..
it kept me wonder while watching,
is she reali innocent..?
is she assisting e russian, or..?
she reali loves her husband..?

no ending at e end of e show..
perhaps thr wil b part 2..

my love co me watch..
cos he knw is a long weekend..
tks love.. for e quality tm spend..

e last airbender



i hv been waiting for tis movie..
whn is ot, yahoo & channel news asia both review say no gd..
kindna disappointed whn i knw e review is bad..

but stil, dear co me watch..

well, althou e story nt reali exciting..
but i like & enjoy e 'fake' scenery..
enjoy tos watr, earth, air or fire being cast..

well.. i like e movie.. thou nt v nice.. =)

notice i lost alot of hair lately..
m nt kidding..
my hair has bcom v v thin..

m getting wori..
i dun use to bothr whn i see thm drop last tm..
but nw.. afew alrdy makes me wori..

e rate of shedding has exceeds the rate of regrowth,
guess i wil get bald sn..

google said, thr r many reason resulting in hair loss..

Cicatricial (scarring) alopecia
This type of permanent hair loss occurs when inflammation
damages and scars the hair follicle.
This prevents new hair from growing.
This condition can be seen in several skin conditions,
including lupus erythematosus or lichen planus.
It's not known what triggers or causes this inflammation.

Alopecia areata
This is classified as an autoimmune disease,
but the cause is unknown. People who develop alopecia
areata are generally in good health. A few people
may have other autoimmune disorders, including thyroid disease.
Some scientists believe that some people are genetically
predisposed to develop alopecia areata and that a trigger,
such as a virus or something else in the environment,
sets off the condition. A family history of alopecia areata
makes you more likely to develop it. With alopecia areata,
your hair generally grows back, but you may lose and
regrow your hair a number of times.

Telogen effluvium
This type of hair loss is usually due to a change in your
normal hair cycle. It may occur when some type of shock
to your system — emotional or physical — causes hair roots
to be pushed prematurely into the resting state.
The affected growing hairs from these hair roots fall out.
In a month or two, the hair follicles become active again and
new hair starts to grow. Telogen effluvium may follow emotional
distress, such as a death in the family or a physiological stress,
such as a high fever, sudden or excessive weight loss,
extreme diets, nutritional deficiencies, surgery,
or metabolic disturbances. Hair typically grows back once t
he condition that caused it corrects itself, but it usually take months.

Traction alopecia
Excessive hairstyling or hairstyles that pull your hair too
tightly cause traction alopecia. If the pulling is stopped
before there's scarring of your scalp and permanent
damage to the root, hair usually grows back normally.

Other causes of hair loss...

Poor nutrition
Having inadequate protein or iron in your diet or poor
nourishment in other ways can cause you to experience
hair loss. Fad diets, crash diets and certain illnesses,
such as eating disorders, can cause poor nutrition.

Medications
Certain drugs used to treat gout, arthritis, depression,
heart problems and high blood pressure may cause
hair loss in some people. Taking birth control pills also
may result in hair loss for some women.

Disease
Diabetes and lupus can cause hair loss.
Medical treatments. Undergoing chemotherapy or
radiation therapy may cause you to develop alopecia.
Under these conditions, healthy, growing (anagen) hairs
can be affected. After your treatment ends, your hair
typically begins to regrow.

Hormonal changes
Hormonal changes and imbalances can cause temporary
hair loss. This could be due to pregnancy, childbirth,
discontinuation of birth control pills, the onset of
menopause, or an overactive or underactive thyroid gland.
The hair loss may be delayed by three months following
a hormonal change, and it'll take another three months
for new hair to grow back.

During pregnancy, it's normal to have thicker, more luxuriant
hair. It's also common to lose more hair than normal about
three months after delivery. If a hormonal imbalance is
associated with an overproduction of testosterone, there
may be a thinning of hair over the crown of the scalp.
Correcting hormonal imbalances may stop hair loss.

Hair treatments
Chemicals used for dying, tinting, bleaching, straightening
or permanent waves can cause hair to become
damaged and break off if they are overused or used
incorrectly. Over styling and excessive brushing also c
an cause hair to fall out if the hair shaft becomes damaged.

Scalp infection
Infections, such as ringworm, can invade the hair and skin
of your scalp, leading to hair loss. Once infections are treated,
hair generally grows back. Ringworm, a fungal infection,
can usually be treated with a topical or oral antifungal medication.
Trichotillomania (hair-pulling disorder). Trichotillomania


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thr r so many reasons to hair loss..
which is mine...?

whn i m bald.. whn i hv no more beautiful hair..
wil u stil b ard...?

*pls dun take my hair away..*

scare..

went JB wth dear..
instead of going massage,
we went movies..

we watch 2 movies..
walk ard e mall..
bot a ph cover..
& we had our dinr at e usual pl..
crab, pork & tofu..

thou i was stil having sore throat & cough..
but had a great tm thr..