i dun knw whn wil e team take e othr project seriously..
no nd v v serious, but at least to ensure no miss call.

is nt alot of calls.
is just alittl, slight ma fan.
is nt tough as compare to beginning.

y cun every1 just do it properly...?
making e othr project ppl kip coming ovr to tell me e same thg ovr & ovr agn..

i feel i nd a hole to hide alrdy.

sigh

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dinr ovr at nex with my dear.
food were nice, i like e fish & e duck ^ ^












as usual, cun finish wil bcom my following day lunch.. ha..

wil visit e restaurant agn.. we shall try othr food  =)

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seriously, think blogger sucks.

photo unable to adjust.

stil prefer e older blogger.

hv no idea whts e point of upgrading smthg tto a so unfriendly.


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m v hungry..
now heading to mum pl to visit her, see letter etc.
e usual weekly thg.

packed a quarter of e HD,
shifting sn thus nd to clear and pack thgs up.
sorted a pile of SR, bk aching. Lol.. reali old alrdy.

e team didn't ansr tht token calls agn.
boss is aware and wil hold senior responsibility.

hopefully they wil b gd, ansr token call.
if nt, thr wil b disciplinary action

has been so many times and tis time round reali alot.


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jam jam jam..
hungry hungry hungry

oh ya.. on top of e hungry hungry,
i was told aftr 9pm thn cn go hm.

sigh.. tired


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bz bz day.
many critical faults,
& I hv 1 staff mc
& another staff took half day leave.

ended up i m with 2 babies,
a 2mths old staff and a few days old staff.


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1 of e colleague kidney got stone..
as we aged, body begin to gv u all sorts of scary signals.

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was surprise to knw a colleague's mum having cancer,
& is at 3rd stage.. she is ard 68.

memories of bro cancer came into my mind.
he survived 9mths

life is really unpredictable.


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all e below r nt targeting at anybody.
they r just sm random tots tht r running inside my head

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is just how bad u wanted it

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thr r many thgs i dun undrstd, & wil probably nvr wil

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hv u ever ask urself, wht cn u gv e other party?

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contended but life is tough & tiring

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talking abt balancing

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i m so hungry

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whn cn i hv my own comfy bed?
whn cn i hv my own rm?

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为什么不去跟別人讲,
因为你最 close.

如果你认为我不可怜
那就別说怕我整天给人欺负

辛苦你了这一年


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my new toy.. ^ ^

e guys r playing animal crossing.
a slow pace game, suitable for old ppl like me,
who is slow in reaction.. lol

decided to get 1 3ds & dear bought 2 extra games for me ^ ^
is sweet of him, he worry i get bored fr animal crossing,
& he wans me to hv other games to swap.

so far m stil playing e game, didnt swap =D
bz watering flowers, fishing, catch insects, sell thgs, pick up fruits..



thr r days i feel v alone..
dun knw wht to do, walk in walk ot, feel so lonely..
cun help to think is tis healthy..?
i hv kids, hv jovan, hv cross stitch, hv series, hv him..
y m i stil feeling lonely???

mind wil occasionally went off track for awhile..
due to many factors..

but is bk on track now.. will power !

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daryl bought me tis during his jap trip..
i was so touched.. he is sweet..
thank Q ah ryl.. ^ ^



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started e exercise program.. knw a few v interesting ppl..
their positive energy influence me.. =)

hopefully i wil 'adsorb' all their positve engery & keep my body & mind healthy.

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watched jay chou's rooftop & pacific rim
both also like ^ ^

rooftop is a singing & dancing musical type movie..
storyline ok ok only, but i like e little thgs inside e movies.
eg, e hair style, e songs, e scenery.. cn see jay uses 'heart' on tis movie.

pacific rim is a science fiction robot movie..
is quite like japanese gozilla monster type of movie.
e complexity of all tos robots & monster.. nice.

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sales of balance result wil ot ard end of jul..
althou we like tht area alot,
but 2nd timer most likely wil b gone case..

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sm1 is going away for a few days alone.
hv to learn to adapt tht..

nt to learn to adapt he is nt ard (alrdy so many yrs withot him physically ard me)
is to adapt e ' leaving me alone, he go hv fun himself ' thoughts
althou i dun undrstd y, but i wil learn to adapt

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new project starting sn, & we r shifting sn..
e current HD has so many roaches..
almost every alternate day we murder 1
& i m like working in a 'bomb' area with high alert of smthg suddenly crawl ot >.<""

we hv 2 new staffs.. hopefully they dun disappoint me

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sm ass hole is giving my dear bo leow extra stress.
i m v nt hapi abt it.

i cn feel his tiredness & stress.
angry tht ass hole *angry face*

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tht woman is flying away for abt 4mths.. i heard v far.
hopefully she wil nt create any trouble for him.

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ok, wil update agn.. now is animal crossing tm =D

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hv been awhile i didn't update my blog..
all e below were thgs probably a mth ago..

had v v  bad migraine in may13.
7days.. horrible & scary.
7days is a quarter of a mth

heard fr ppl saying mayb i shd go try chinese sheng xi
& i did..

was rathr surprise with wht e sheng xi said.
is so different fr western doc.
is nt cheap sm more.. anyway, i didnt finish tos medi.



tis sweet heart / little monster has grown up ^ ^
we cn hv littl conversation with him now.
currently he is coughing.. poor baby



i did tis.. nice?
both sides.. now in his car





tis bottle of sweet is now 3/4 full..
occasionally put 1 inside e mouth, nt bad..
surname is wrong but is ok, cos i 'evolved' to king. haha..

thanks mei, nt for e king, but for e sweet



a outing session with e phees..









& all our yummy dinr a mth ago
our fav jap food



jacks pl..



& a v ex thai restaurant




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tis is a gift fr dear's mum..
e 2nd gift i recvd fr her.



had a dinr session with her & dear's sis.
was surprise to recvd a gift fr her,
& i didnt prepare any..

in a way, was hapi tht she has accepted me.
y in a way hapi is bcos whether they accept me or nt dun reali bothers me,
but it bothers him..

i had waited for tis day for v long.
althou his dad & grandma stil a 'no'..
anyway, i m contented with just having him ard.

nevertheless, i was v hapi to knw she has accepted me.
she address me whn talking to dear,
fr : " ur gal", to now : " ur dear "
haha...

tks mummy =)


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