gd luck my dear..


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thr r so many food photos in my phone..
so long nvr had a proper post,
i cun remembr whr i had thm.. lol
i wil just post.. anyway all r yummy..

all pic here r randomly posted..





i remembr e below photos..
we went jb.. e food here nt bad.. ^ ^



look like i had quite alot of jap food ^ ^



anothr round of jap food. tis was at imm..



tis salad nt bad.. fr delifrance, but nt cheap



admiring thm.. lol
occasionally i wil do so.
besides admiring thm,
thr r memories running thru my mind..
hw we r togethr, wht hv we been thru to rch current stage.




hardly hv chance to hv breakfast wth mr phee..
thus, treasure thm alot.. *silly i knw*

love doing thgs togethr with him..
althou we r totally v different ppl,
food, thinking, e way we approach thgs,
but i stil enjoy doing thgs with him..
weird isn't it..? lol



did anothr round of full body checkup..
e last tm was 2yrs ago
besides ex.... besides fat...... (e last body check i did 2yrs ago alrdy said i m fat)
everythg seems quite ok, except for i hv rheumatism.
was quite amazed, by just doing blood test, they knw i hv rheumatism?

sigh.. m alrdy half of e leg in e yard..
everyday nt here pain is thr pain..
& yes, shoulder & back always ache



hse is supposed to ready in mar14..
but til date no news..

wk is nvr free since last yr..
i m stil shortage of staffs.
i m stil covering duties..
i m stil v v bz..

seen ah ma, like finially..
dun knw whether did i leave a gd impression..
i wana b myself.
i dun wana pretend to b nice & sweet.

gona see ms v on wed..
aftr so many yrs..
i wun loose her.
nobody is comparing to challenging i knw.
but is importn to me, is a 'war' to me.

is almost may14..
v soon wil b half a yr is gone..
joey study rather stressful..
heartache him..
joel just completed sm exams..
hope he wil score gd..

littl fellow jovan is getting smart & mischievous.. lol
he will tell him mummy : "hey u, cn nt like tht huh..",
he wil say : "mummy say sorry.. ", "mummy i love u"..
he just pulled 1 side of e whole curtain dwn tis am *sweat*


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dun think i wil grow til 90yrs old..
hopefully is nt 60, cos i wana grow old with mr phee..
& i wana see my children marry, i wana see my grandchildren

thr r times, i recall hw he teared during our rom..
it touches my heart.. till today.
looking at e rings, i remembr tht scene.
it must b smthg fr his heart tht teared..

i love u mr phee.. v much

looking at u now..
u r stronger.. unlike beginning when we r togethr..
i m happy to see tht.

i always feel sorry tht u had married a 'defective' me..
i wil probably feel tht way til e day i m gone..

i m stil trying to b a gd wife.
if i lost my temper, or getting slower,
pls bear with me..

i hope i hv e 'power' & strength to lift everythg up, indirectly


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looking forward to thurs..

thurs is a day, nxt wednesday is another.

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i hv so many thgs to blog..
but i hv no tm..


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had enough of e pain.
every few mins for almost 3days.
is a torture.. every few sec of e pain til e 3rd day brings me to e spike.

1 pain, 1 alert.
1 pain every few mins
1 pain lasted few secs..
a whole day is hw many times of pain & hw long e endure..?

e endure had pushed me to a mental high alert.
u wil nvr undrstd wht i m talking abt til u tried it urself.

now i understd hw my brother feels, whn he told me pain.
cos he had pain for mths, nt days.

imagine,
every few mins,
thr is a few needles poking u for few secs,
for 3 days.


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