younger darling was bk to camp last night.
missed his apps at e grp chat.
i always blame myself for missing his apps in e grp chat
m reali glad to knw he is all ok ^ ^
althou got confinement, but so long he is healthy, nvm abt e confinement.

wil see him in 1 to 2 days time ..

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dear took me to a v ex pl for dinr last night, 1 market.
was v happy he took me thr, but also heartache his $..
anyway, e food thr so so only, thus wil nt visit thr agn.

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my left bk shoulder area has a big lump tht hurts.
it feel like blue black tht kind of pain.
dear said should b muscle issue, mayb i didnt zz well..
i went googled, it says could be lipoma.
it says better to see doc, may nd to test or remove it.. >.<""

sigh.. 


seriously, i hate aging..
whn 1 gets older, more problem wil surface..

i dun wana die so early ley..
i wana see my grandchildren de ley..

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today is e last day of field camp..
r u stil coughing..?
is everythg ok?
mosquito bite u?
manage to zz well?
i hv so many Q..

hope u r ok..

gor gor said ur dad caught ur virus.
he was coughing with red phlegm just like u..
hope jovan is ok.

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left shoulder, neck ache for 2 days..
nt sure is e pillow or..

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从港剧, 看到台剧, 再看到韩剧, 再看到中国去..

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时事与造化会把人模成另外一个人. 也会把人磨成麻木.
麻木也得往前, 日子还是得过.

e world has changed.
change for e better? LOL
no longer like PH
no longer like long weekend
nt looking forward to holidays
& m happy to go bk office on weekend

plastic

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i hv so many thgs to write..
too many til dun knw whr to begin.

in office now on a saturday cos nt enough staff today.
tm check, is 0920hrs.. so hungry cos no tm to buy food.

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joey is nw in field camp.
today is his 3rd day.. still hv 4 days to go.
enlisted on e 6jan16, fell sick on 19jan16 with on off fever of as high as 39.6,
cough, sore throat, flu.. on 5feb book out with fever agn.. sick for 2 weeks plus
almost 3 weeks.

nt enough zz, many ppl coughing & falling sick, alot of physical training had pulled him dwn.
m worry. He completed 2 antibio, nw having a stronger 3rd antibio. Took xray, took 3 tubes of blood & some phlegm for test. Result is he has shadow on his left lungs, has mycoplasma.

Wht is mycoplasma? 
a persistent cough which lasts for more than a week may not be just a mild infection. It could be due to an infection caused by a bacteria known as mycoplasma, one of the smallest known free-living micro-organisms. Mycoplasma causes a persistent cough which lingers for weeks. It may be associated with fever, headache and discomfort, and the patient may have a scratchy, sore throat.

weather has been rather cooling for e pass few days til now. Slight raining occasionally. It must b v cold at night. I pray & hope he is doing ok in e field. Another mth for graduation. Pls gv him strength & assist him to walk thru..

looking out of e window, everythg is blur..
my eyes blur, window itself blur, or e haze tht makes everythg blur..?

guess is all... lol

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toothache.. went dental..
dentist said nd to do root canel.
& i did.. to crown 2 weeks later..
yesterday's fee was $680.
crown gona b 1k..

heartache e $..
hub said best is remove e tooth..
wil do so nxt time..

now cn nt eat hard food..
like baby like tht..
mouth stil slight pain..
i wana eat........
so pls faster recover..


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SGH doc called last week, said found 4mm thg in mum's brain..
after so so so many test...
after staying thr for more thn 3 weeks..

e thg is, they hv no confident in taking out some sample to test.
thus now they treating her like a TB patient..
last week seen her, she seems more confused,
unable to say my name out but she was speaking khek with me.

gona visit her later..


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