younger darling was bk to camp last night.
missed his apps at e grp chat.
i always blame myself for missing his apps in e grp chat
m reali glad to knw he is all ok ^ ^
althou got confinement, but so long he is healthy, nvm abt e confinement.

wil see him in 1 to 2 days time ..

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dear took me to a v ex pl for dinr last night, 1 market.
was v happy he took me thr, but also heartache his $..
anyway, e food thr so so only, thus wil nt visit thr agn.

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my left bk shoulder area has a big lump tht hurts.
it feel like blue black tht kind of pain.
dear said should b muscle issue, mayb i didnt zz well..
i went googled, it says could be lipoma.
it says better to see doc, may nd to test or remove it.. >.<""

sigh.. 


seriously, i hate aging..
whn 1 gets older, more problem wil surface..

i dun wana die so early ley..
i wana see my grandchildren de ley..

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