i was so nt feeling well..
monday alrdy noticed right side of my bk ache..
didn't reali bother much abt it..

till yestrday..
morning at wk felt 'cold'...
wear jacket alrdy stil cold..
thn e bk pain get worst..
so pain tht my tears drop..
dear send me to see doc..

tis doc..
dun knw wht to say..
i walked in, he ask wht happen..
i told him, i feel cold..
he ask, cold as in flu, or cold as in chill...?
i reply, chill.. & body ache..
thn suddenly he took ot a mass & wore..
its nt tos normal white mask tht ppl put on e mouth..
e mask is like... fireman helmet..
i was amazed by him whn i saw tht mask..
thn i was thinking... m i tht scary...?

thn he ask, got fever..?
i said no..
he measured & say 36.8..
thn he said, just nw i measured outside by his nurse was also 36.8..
thn he measured agn.. & stil 36.8..

thn he asked, got flu?
i said no..
got cough..?
i said no..
got sore throat..?
i said no..
thn he asked, urine got pain..?
i said no..

thn he started to explain,
usually feel cold is a sign of smthg..
eg, if u urine pain, thn mayb due to urine infection..
if u stomach upset, thn is due to stomach flu..

but now i hv nothg..
thn he said mayb is e begining,
thus dun knw wht is my cause..
in e end, he only gv me panado..

last nite doze off ard 9plus 10..
awake by oldr darling call..
sleep bk..
thn.. i woke up every hr..
12plus, 1plus am, 2plus am, 3plus am.. & so on..
sigh.........

got sleep like nvr sleep..
nvm..
woke up tis morning ard 7plus wth migraine..
& whole body pain..

dun think i cn go to wk today..
even swallow (drank coffee) cn feel e bk pain..
i cun breath in all e way.. wil feel e bk pain..
i hv to breath slowly.. nt full inhale..

luckly daddy was ard..
he gv me muscle relaxer medi & migraine medi..
went rest aftr medi..
awoke by gal call..
LH looking for me.. cos there is a new staff coming in today..
she would like me to intro him 1st..
so..... i change (didnt even put on makeup), go office..

but aftr daddy's medi.. i feel much much better..
i cn turn my body (althou thr is stil slight pain)..
m hapi.. at least i cn move.. i cn turn.. e pain is bearable..

tks daddy...................

i wana change my mattress..
i think is e mattress..
actually.. m scare to sleep..
it has seems like, e bed wil break my bk.. :s
requested daddy to change e mattress for me if possible..
scare tht mattress..