wondering..
whn mum inlaw brings 2nd aunty walk ard..
did she ever think abt me..
eg, whr is e daughter inlaw she claims she cares..
did she ever think.. wht if i m ard..
thn all 3 of us, jeff, her & me r gona b so awkward..

was surprise to knw tht,
my sis inlaw told me to accept e fact..

she said jas is a v strong opponent..
she said jas wil make herself to wht jeff wan her to b..
she said jas is v hard working..
she said jas is a nice lady aftr being wth her for few times..
she said jas cares & she wil do her best to cares for
tos importn ppl in jeff's heart..
she said jas wil go e extra miles to do all thgs for jeff..

suddenly..
i bcom a 'loser'..
& i lost cos she is indeed reali reali
so so so so so so much bettr thn me..
suddenly i think.. 'wht m i..?'
sigh..

long ago i alrdy knw i lost..
long ago i alrdy knw she is a strong opponent..
long ago i alrdy accepted e fact..

is just tht.. aftr married..
aftr gv birth to 2 wonderful boys..
a super strong opponent appear..
thn accept e fact..

life.. is indeed tiring..
do ur best at wk..
do ur best as a mum..
do ur best as a wife..
do ur best as a gf..
do ur best as a fren..
do ur best to maintain ur figure..
do ur best to everythg..

tired..........