ninja assassin..
dun reali like e movie.
ok oni..

ninja, lots of actions..
e way they teach, v cruel..
e way tos hands, head fell off their body,
unbelievable..
just 1 slash.. a body slice into 2..

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mulan..
i like tis movie..
warmth, touching..
s story tht have been shown so many tm..
but tis mulan, is worth e watch..

suddenly notice i hv nt enough tm to study...
hv a total of 7 modules & 180 test Qs to go thru...
test on 23dec.. & i m oni at beginning of module 3...

=(

wanted so much to go swim...
wanted so much to go spa..
wanted so much to go gym..

all hv to forgo..
cos tht 2-3hrs, i cn at least go thru module 3..

u hv been sitting here since morning..
studying...

must add oil.. no tm alrdy ...

m suppose to go office..
wori gal dun knw ok nt wth jay..
but.. m reali lazy to go..
if today go,
nxt sat also nd to office (reports)..
thn wil bcom 2 sats burned..

call gal.. she said stil ok, just 1777...

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i nd to study alrdy la..
hv been crazy watching my 2 series..
23dec test...
must pass..
dun wana lost to e othr person who alrdy passed.. >.<""

must jia you...

nxt movie to go....

ninja assassin..
mulan..
storm warriors..
avatar..
bodyguards & assassins

may watch,
case 39..

read the following fr a fren's blog....

阿佛洛狄说：

“L”代表Listen(倾听)，爱就是要无条件无偏见地倾听对方的要求，
并且予以协助。说的是对爱的付出，当你真心为了对方的时候，
你是不会因为某些微不足道的缺点或小事情而大动干戈.


“O”代表Obligate(感恩)，爱需要不断的感恩，付出更多的爱，
灌溉爱的禾苗。在接受爱的同时，应该给予对方于回应，
谁都不会给一桩木头无限的关怀的，当对方感觉不到你的快乐了，
他要进行的下一个动作便是停下脚步……


“V”代表Valued(尊重)，爱就是展现你的尊重，表达体贴，
真诚的鼓励，发自内心的赞美。


“E”代表Excuse(宽恕)，
爱就是仁慈的对待，宽恕对方的缺点和错误，接受对方的全部。
你要相信对方会原谅你正如你会原谅他一样，因此，在爱里，
不应该又秘密，除非你们不是真心相爱.


didnt knw thr is such a defination on e word 'LOVE'..
listen, obligate, value & excuse..

littl darling score..
207, 3A & 1B..


thou is nt e best..
nt bettr thn his bro, who score 240..
nt bettr thn his cousin, who score 260+..

but m hapi enough alrdy..

hmm.. fr wht we knw as of yestrdy..
undr 'boy' category, he is 1st in class..
e whole class, he is e 4th ba..

most of his frens r ard 180++..

m relief.. to knw he pass..

heard fr daddy, he was jumping up & dwn whn he knw his score..
he tot he wil fail or score badly..
has been nagging maths v v tough..
he was rathr stress tis few days.. he was wori..
finally ovr & relief..

nxt.. is to get him a sch..


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watched 'The Twilight Saga New Moon'...
was looking forward for e movie to release..

hmm.. littl disappointed wth e movie..
littl slow.. littl too much of 'love love' thg..
m looking at more action..
hope e 3rd movie has more action..

daddy got a new mattress for me..
sea horse..
feels nt bad..
shall sleep on it tonite & feedback tomor..

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cough is recovering but v v v slowly..
last nite didnt wake up to cough.. =)

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wen saved lots of $ for me...
y.....?
bcos she has lots of movies i wana watch....
tks gal.... =)

heart felt lighten..
50%..
zero maintenance..
no content..
care & control stil wth him..
she just wan to able to as & whn see kids..
&... to allow kids to stay ovr her pl nxt tm..

relief.. thou lost 1/2 $...

dear wil b seeing her..

for all 3 issues..

hope he remembr our plan..

hope he is strong, firm, focus & knw wht is best for him..

medi dun reali seems to wk.. >.<"
cough is like pretty much e same aftr taken 3x..
haha..


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heard fr littl darling today got chalet..

conversation fr yestrdy aftrn :

ld : tomor go chalet...
me : huh, chalet.. whose? ur fren..?
id : no la, nai nai wan.. u dun knw ah..?
me : dun knw ley, nobody inform me..

strange, i m e mummy of my kids,
i dun knw he was invited to a chalet..

anyway, had informed littl fellow tht i wun b going..

enjoy..
ur nerf session,
bbq session,
swim session..

is sch hols... shd enjoy..
results 26nov09.. (cross finger..)

went pharmacy..
got pharmacist...
bot myself a cough medi..

hope medi wil wk..

dinr wth dear at bugis..



we ordr food & wait for yum yum to arrive..

our drinks..

&... pineapple rice...

chicken.. & deer meat..

tom yam soup.. & dear's favourite vegi..

enjoying...

aftr dinr.. walk walk..

dear & chips.....

wanted to watch movies..

but.... nothg to watch..

nxt week wil hv more to watch..

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wana tks wen, for being super gal for me.
for e HD on friday..

thank Q gal..

thr is no way i cn go dwn to small small size..
besides eat lesser, lots & lots of workout r required..
tht makes me sad..

i said b4, i feel sori for nt being able to b e best for u..

whn i m 50, u wil b ...?

few more yrs dwn e road,
wil u say, "go colour ur hair.."
wil u say, "cn u walk abit faster..?"
wil u say, "i think u bettr stay at hm ba.."
wil u say, "i go ot huh, wun b bk so early.."
wil u..?

tot of all tis..
scary..

no confident..
nt much faith..

dun let me knw u lie..
if u ever did..
u wil break e trust i hv on u..

littl darling's frens were here today..
hmm, abt 7 or 8 of thm i think..

fr ard 11am, slowly slowly 1 by 1 arrives..
they went swim,
went sauna,
play wii,
play nerfs,
& went gym..

they had pizza for lunch,
& dinr rice cooked by jaslene..

i m their volunteer photographer..
took many pics & video for thm..
i see they all hv fun..

ard evening tm,
mum inlaw & father inlaw also here..

& jaslene's niece was here too..

e whole hse full of ppl..

& e littl gal, follows me ard..
i gave her my teddy bear..

wish dear & littl zoey were here..

littl darling had a tiring day..
nw zzz....

if i hv e tm, may upload sm of their pics..

oh.. & mum inlaw is staying ovr..

went hm last nite..
as usual, woke up mid of nite to cough..

recall a scene..

littl darling kneel on his bed pulling my blanket..
i was awake by him pulling my blanket..
i open my eyes wide..
& i saw him, cover blanket for me..
thn he went bk to zzz...
i went bk to zzz too..

he woke up ard 8plus am..
i woke up ard tht tm & gets up ard 9am..

we chat..
he told me, i cough 3x..
noisy & wakes him up.. (feel bad tht i m noisy)..
thn he saw me curl up..
& blanket was ard my waist,
nt covering my legs..
he said i must b cold..
so he pull my balnket to cover properly for me..
(so sweet..)

feel bad tht i didnt let him rest well due to me coughing..
feel warmth tht he covers blanket for me..

i told him, past 11yrs ago,
whn he was sick,
i wil wake up to see hw is he,
i wil wake up to touch his forehead,
i wil cover blanket for him..'

& now, he did tht for me..
big boy alrdy..
haiz..

mixture of feelings..

i asked whethr he prefer mummy to stay ot,
til i m bettr thn cm bk..?
he said no..

love him.. deep deep..

dear co me hm last nite..
miss littl darling..
daddy said got a gd medi for my cough..

waited for daddy to cm hm,
co littl darling for awhile..

dear took final box hm.. my stuff..
ate cough medi & flu medi..

noticed left side face pain ard 12plus last nite,
but didn't take it seriously, cos m littl drowsy aftr medi..
thinking, e left face pain wil go off whn i wake up tomor..

didn't wake up to cough, or blow my nose..
was hapi abt it.. but..
i notice e left side face stil pain..

whn i touch my left face,
use v littl strength to press on my left face,
b it cheek, or anywhr.. i feel e pain..
even whn i bite..
whn both upper jaw & lower jaw close, i feel e pain..
sm hw or rather,
i feel my left face swell..
but whn i look at e mirror,
e left face seems ok..

1st tm like tis, thus i m nt sure,
is it i allergy to e medi?
or is it consider a migraine..?
or is too heaty, thus left face 'swell'..?
or a sign of stroke..?

also thinking, shd i stop e medi?
shd i eat migraine medi?
or shd i eat panado..?
or go see doc?
SIGH.................

searched my bag dun hv panado..
requested dear to take sm fr his mummy..
& coffee.. no coffee..

think i wil try panado 1st..
if no improvment latr thn decide wht to do nxt..

sick for a week alrdy..
pls recover sn..

&....... i m nw sitting in e kitchen to blog...
y........?
cos thr is a big black SCARY cockroach at dear's rm window..
i SCARE....

dear nt ard, he sending his prince to sch..
i called to tell him e cockroach.. >.<""

today is friday...
tomor i m nt working...
i m so so hapi.. i cn sleep late..
cos of apec & reports & so on & so on,
i m so tired..

& today is e last day of e 'dun understd' training...
i look at e list of test questions..
1st question alrdy dun knw hw to do.. >.<"""

i love my both darlings,
i love dear...

shd i go bk e rm to see whr is tht cockroach...??

nt much improvemt..
wake up wth migraine..

stil cough like hell in class..
to e extend i so pai say, i walk ot to cough..

so basically, today lesson is, walk in walk ot of class..

frankly, tis course shd let IT dept/personal go la..
nt HD TL.. y..?
bcos lessons r talking abt infrastructure,
IT project managmt..

all tos terms they use, i dun undrstd..
even thou i didnt doze, i pay attention,
also dun undrstd.. haha..

sigh, waste $ waste tm..
they r putting technical on paper, document..

wonder hw jinan cn pass e exam.. >.<"

m feeling much bettr today..
voice cm bk, & cough chest nt so pain..

but... nose super itchy.. & throat also itchy..
so.. today in class i m sneezing.. blowing nose..
& coughing cos throat dam itchy sia..

hv been rubbing my nose,
blowing my nose til nose pain alrdy..
think gona drop off sn..

i was telling dear,
so long nvr sick rite,
once sick all cm..
1st sore throat,
thn tummy twisting,
thn feel cold,
thn flu,
thn cough..
& funny part is,
everyday change a 'sickness'..

wonder tomor wil become wht..

wen sms me ard 12plus last nite tht she reali feel lousy..
dun think is able to go wk today...
but... i alrdy fall alseep..
too tired..

morning awake ard 4plus am,
as usual go pee, go blow nose,
thn i notice her sms..
went bk to bed..

awake agn ard 6am, sms staffs..
no reply.. call, no answr..
in e end, finally got jeya to help ot..
& tahir.. stays behind to wait for jeya to cm in..

today feel lousier..
voice change..
call lay harn ard 6plus am to inform her no staff,
she ask "r u ok?" haha..
i told her, we all nt v ok la, just 'tong' lor..
told her i cun afford to take mc rite..
last week was apec week.. all on stdby..
tomor til friday i got training to attend..
hw to mc..?
even told her if i mc, co wil nd to pay $$ rite..

latr in e nite, alrdy feel pain in e chest whn i cough..
even if is just a slight cough..
think hv infection alrdy..
daddy said bettr go see doc & take antibio..

body v warmth.. dear said is HOT..
gona no voice sn..
talk so 'hard' but voice cm ot so soft..

so funny..
begins wth sore throat,
tummy twist,
feeling cold,
flu..
thn bcom cough..
no voice..

dear wana take me to doc just nw,
but close alrdy.. so nvr go..

hope tomor i m ok to go for e training..
lay harn said jinan wil see see look look tis 3 days..
since no vin & me..

tired..
doze off for few hrs once rch dear's pl..
til HD call, littl darling call.. & til dear cm bk..
dear ask me go bath..

littl darling was wori abt his mummy..
he called & say,
'u drink more watr k.. '
'u rest early k'..
'u dun talk so much k..'
so sweet..

ok, stop here..
gona watch my series leow..
may i recover real soon k.......

cold cold cold..... >.<"

wen sms me morning, saying nt feeling well..
told her sue urgent leave, left her & ben..
she is nice enough to stil cm to wk..

m nt feeling gd too..
woke up ard 4plus am, go pee, & blow nose..
went bk to zzzz..
awake agn ard 7plus am,
feeling no gd..
headache, blank.. stone.. plus flu..
took panada,
paint my face,
changed, go office..

e best part is...
whn i rch office,
i notice ben got block nose (flu),
wen got running nose (sneezing),
& i m also flu'ing...
hahaha..

all 3 of us flu..
was saying, i wana paste a paper at HD door :
( pls do nt cm in, HD is full of germs & virus nw )

if oni i cn reali paste tht on e door...

LOL... =D

sigh.. hope everybody get well sn ok...

m stil nt feeling gd..
e day b4 yestrdy was sore throat & tummy twisting..
yestrdy slightly bettr but feeling cold..
today flu.. & feeling cold..

whole hse left maid & her ok..
rest of us either sore throat or flu..
hmm... hse full of germs & virus..

gona bed..
tired..
sue tomor urgent leave..
hope nt too bz..

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by e way...
2012 reali long movie sia..
3hrs...
watched ard 1150pm... & finish ard 2.50am..
by e tm i rch hm.. 3plus am leow..
my god..

& best part is, i fall asleep during e movie..
nt bcos is boring..
is bcos m reali tired & sleepy..
part of it due to nt feeling well..

& e cinema was freezing cold..
m wearing a thick wool jacket & stil cn shiver..

movie, ok la..
e effects r great..

ok.. dream rainbow..
hope m bettr tomor..

sm pics i took whn we went ot on 11nov..
we were heading to petrol kiosk,
dear wana wash his car..

we saw e sun setting..



waiting for e guy to clean his car..



stitch.........

dear has lots of stitch..

sm tm whn i look at it,

feel.. he looks like it..

hee... ;p

round round tummy..

stitch .. & ... patrick ..

both.. got tummy..

hahaha.. ^.^

latr e nite, rch hm & family celebrated my birthday wth me..

a cake fr breadtalk..
chosen by my littl darling..
bot by daddy (i think)..

smthg unique,
choc cake, wth littl strawberry & coconut..




daddy taking pics..
my 2 prince & me...

drawn by littl darling.. simple & nice..

i was asking,

y mummy eye red colour...?

y mummy hair green colour..?

his reply was.. 'sori, last min rushing..' =D

tis is fr my oldr darling..

was reali surprised whn i got it..

wrapper is nice.. & there r names on it..

tis is who & tht is who.. (creative)..

whn i open it up, wow.....

a hair dryer..

i needed 1 & now i hv my own dryer..

tks boy..

tis card was written by sis inlaw, nieces, nephew & mum inlaw..

& was surprised too whn i open up inlaws' present..

espirt tees..

immed thinking was,

'they knw my size...?'

'cn i fit in nt...?'

tara...........

see... i cn fit in..

infact is just nice..

wun b able to fit in if i put on sm more weight..

hahaha....

so, must maintain like nw or slim dwn sm more..

if nt cun wear la..

& tis... is fr jeff & her..

they wished me hapi birthday..

open up & ....

is a perfum..

i love perfum.. =)

i had a very hapi birthday tis yr..

haven't hv a hapi birthday for many many yrs..

fr many yrs of heartache, til used to it..

but tis yr is different..

i hv additional ppl wishing me hapi birthday..

i hv additional ppl celebrating wth me..

tis yr, i hv dear, eulene & jaslene..

tks all for all ur blessing & wishes..

tks all for ur gifts..

thank Q....

m nt feeling gd..
sore throat..
& tummy twisting..

tomor going bk to office..

hopefully m bettr tomor..

nites all.. sweet dreams..

dream rainbow...

all e below r base oni on my own opinion..

The proposal, nice.. shd watch..
Jennifer's body, ok oni..
500 days of summer, so so oni..
My gal fren is an agent, nt bad..
Paranormal activity, littl scary.. nt reali nice..

wana watch..
2012
Ninja assassin
The twilight saga new moon
Storm warriors

may watch Astro boy..

1111 (11nov)

m spending my day ot wth dear..

we went orchard..

see sm christmas lights ...

& took sm pics..

christmas lights.... nice...?

dear said gona take sm more anothr day..

we walk ard & headed for dinr..

a birthday treat fr dear..

guess whr...?

ah yi.. at ION..

taking a look at e menu.. & waiting for our food..

they hv quite a few choices..

u wil notice, anythg also cn add abalone,

wht also cn add bird nest..

we ordered a set meal,

it cm wth a shark fin soup, small abalone,

a bowl of white rice & a dessert bird nest..

here cm our food... ^.^

abalone.......

shark fin soup......

see.... shark fin...

yum.... abalone..

we ordered a sprite.. (i like e glass..)

&..................

here cm our dessert..

bird nest wth almond.... ^.^

dear was expecting a cold dessert...

he tasted a mouth of e dessert...

& notice is a hot dessert,

& e almond taste is rathr 'strong'..

look at his face..... =D
haha...

well, he stil finish e whole dessert wth a bitter face... lol..

dinr was nice..

simple & nt too ex..

thou certain food taste weird.. =)

tks dear for e treat..

i enjoy my day wth u,
walking ard..

taking pics..

eating..

& exploring..

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aftr dinr.. we walk ard ION...

&.............

we found (discovered) a pl at ION..

& we took sm pics.. ^.^

wana knw whr...?

is at ION..

highest...

*wouldn't say much cos is for u to explore..* =)

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& we saw tis shop while walking bk to our car.. ;p