went hm last nite..
as usual, woke up mid of nite to cough..

recall a scene..

littl darling kneel on his bed pulling my blanket..
i was awake by him pulling my blanket..
i open my eyes wide..
& i saw him, cover blanket for me..
thn he went bk to zzz...
i went bk to zzz too..

he woke up ard 8plus am..
i woke up ard tht tm & gets up ard 9am..

we chat..
he told me, i cough 3x..
noisy & wakes him up.. (feel bad tht i m noisy)..
thn he saw me curl up..
& blanket was ard my waist,
nt covering my legs..
he said i must b cold..
so he pull my balnket to cover properly for me..
(so sweet..)

feel bad tht i didnt let him rest well due to me coughing..
feel warmth tht he covers blanket for me..

i told him, past 11yrs ago,
whn he was sick,
i wil wake up to see hw is he,
i wil wake up to touch his forehead,
i wil cover blanket for him..'

& now, he did tht for me..
big boy alrdy..
haiz..

mixture of feelings..

i asked whethr he prefer mummy to stay ot,
til i m bettr thn cm bk..?
he said no..

love him.. deep deep..