is a brand nw yr.. 2010..

many major thg happen in 2009..
quited smoking aftr so many yrs..
bk to ST as perm..
sumi left us..
sold our tamp hse..
shifted..
thr is a mr phee..
littl darling's psle..
oldr darling begins driving lessons..
i m getting real fat..
a full stop aftr so many yrs..
staying undr e same roof wth sm1 i used to hate so so so much..

all tis... in yr 2009..

m nt sure wht's gona happen in 2010..
thou there r plans,
but seriously, i dun carry any hope..
有一天，过一天吧..
i knw dun sound positive,
i knw i think too much..
but..........
just dun wish to carry too much hope,
& get disappointed latr..

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in tis yr,
i wish my old darling pass his last yr wth gd results..
wish littl darling able to cope wth his sec sch life..
wish both of thm hv a healthy body & a rich mind..
& wish everythg smooth smooth..


i always pray for my boys to hv wisdom..
wisdon nt just in terms of study..
but also in terms of life..

i wan thm to hv wisdom,
to knw wht is rite, wht is wrong..
to b able to manage emotional..
to b able to handle a situation well & steady..

wan thm to b brave, hv confident in thmself,
hv patience, gd temper & a positive attitude.

i also wan thm to hv e wisdom to undrstd gratitude,
to b contented wth wht they hv ard thm..
b it an object, or a human being..

boys..
thr r many thgs in life u nd to learn..

to adopt to all changes well,
b independent, hv faith & confident in urself..
b compassionate, b sharp & a clear mind..
dun b afraid of obstacles..

to b able to handle thgs professionally,
able to seriously think before u act,
& weigh before u decide..

to appreciate & cherish before is gone,
to control ur mind ovr body,
to always plan & look forward..

to learn fr mistakes & dun let it happen agn..
to look at thgs at a much bigger picture,
to put urself in others' shoes,
to compromise, to forgive, & to love..

& of cos, to wk hard for ur role..
as of nw, ur role is to study hard..

* i m hapi to hear u say, 'i v long nvr eat por por cook food alrdy.. *
wil find 1 day we go..

mummy love both of u v much..
both of u r v dear to me..
hapi new yr, my belovered boys..