she called..
4x in a row..
seems urgent..
but actually nt..

last week took pants, clothes, new pillow etc etc..
tis week requested sm more stuffs to bring ovr tis sun..
wana see kids..
she asked,
whr is he,
is he otside,
alone ah,
etc etc

he replied,
is otside,
yes alone, & i m just..
etc etc etc

more to cm..
more calls..
more whr r u,
more alone ah,
more wth who huh,
more requests wil also cm,
take tis take tht,
bring tis bring tht..

told myself to live wth it,
bcos
'no choice'
'cun leave her thr to die'
'she is kids' mum'
'whr is she gona stay'
'she has no $'
'she has nobody to rely on'

i wil hear more..
m prepared

u said nxt tm wil hide,
dun let me knw she call,
dun let me knw whts ur conversation..

ok.. thts fine..
if tis is wht u wan..
if tis is hw u gona handle..

u wil contiune to attend to her
u wil contiune to hide

tm.. u nd tm..
u shall hv all e tm..

if 1 day, zillion of thgs happen..
i hope u remembr is ur choice of walking e rd tis way..
cos u pity her,
u feel bad for her,
i shd say u stil cares abt her..
wori abt her..
despite wht she did..
u think she has got her punishmt alrdy..
no mattr hw or wht, she is ur kids mum..

pls bear in mind,
i did nt ask u to torture her
i did nt ask u to hurt her
i feel u had done more thn enough for her
u hv alrdy did wht u shd do..

shall nt say anymore..
blog tis dwn cos i wana remembr tis incident,
i wana remembr tis thg..