Monday, April 12, 2010

slept ard 12plus last nite due to headache..
hv no idea y suddenly awake ard 3am..

thn.. no matter hw i turn..
no mattr hw or wht pattern i sleep..
no mattr hw hard i tried..
i just couldn't sleep bk..

every sleeping position is just nt rite..
dun knw wht shd i do..
all in my mind is 'pls fall asleep.. cos latr u nd to go wk..'

thn tm passes by.. fr 3am to 3.30am..
fr 3.30am to 3.45am... to 4am..

thn 4.30am.. haiz..
i stare at e clock.. tm passes but i stil cun sleep..

think mayb aftr 4.40am ba.. thn i finally fall asleep..
cos 4.30am was e last timing i recall..

aftr tht, i woke up ard 6.45am..
to see my littl darling preparing to sch..

dun undrstd y i wake up at 3am..
dun undrstd y i cun sleep bk..

is scary.. to cun fall asleep for 1.5hrs..
i havent like tht for v long alrdy..

i used to wake up middle of e nite..
used to wake up 1x, sm tm 2x..
e worst i remembr was every hr..
hv sleep like nvr sleep..

but tht was v long ago..
e stress, e pain,
e everythg tht i m holding on my shouldr..

nw i wil usually sleep like pig.. & snore..
y tis 'sleeping disorder' thg cm bk..? >.<"
scare.. hope is just for last nite..

i DUN wana cun sleep for hrs agn..
dun wan...
dun wan.......
dun wan............

i wana sleep like pig..
i wana snore..

i dun wana like last tm..
wake up 1x, 2x, 3x, every hr...
dun wan.... =(

pls...

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