i went for a 'soak' just nw.. abt an hr..
it has been v long, i didnt go dwn to 'soak' myself in e pool..
lazy + fat (wear swimsuit reali nt nice).. thus didnt go..

littl darling having headache..
he zzz early.. 1045 alrdy zzz...
rare.. oni whn he is nt feeling well..
or extremely tired thn he wil zzz earlier..

he went watched karate kid wth his frens yestrdy..
he said is a nice movie.. =)

oldr darling having competition today..
nt too sure on e details cos oni knw fr littl darling..
heard he got 2nd.. proud of him..
poor boy having ulcer..
see e way he eat... pain pain pain.. haiz..
more watr, zzz earlier, lesser heaty food pls..

dear is stil coughing..
in fact seems more..
to e extend like his heart, his lungs gona cough ot...
haiz...............
bot medi fr pharmacy dun seems to wk..
wana change anothr medi for him but he say no nd..
cun bear to see him cough.. sigh..

dear suggested to rent a room..
nt confirm, he is just thinking..
m hapi thou is just a tot or a conversation..
cos i see sm tots in his mind.. =)
i feel m nt alone.. i feel he is wth me..

she wil b ot e following monday..
m expecting new challengers..
hope dear is wth me..
m willing to guard, to protect, to sacrifice, to stay
v v low profile.. all i nd is him to std by me..

pls make our dreams cm true togethr wth me..
b it 1yr latr, 2yrs latr, 5yrs latr or 10yrs latr..

m masking my face now while blogging..
now whole face is stiff cos e mask dried up..
wil wash off once i finish blogging.. =)

thr wil b visitors on monday.. vip..
hv to wake up earlier to rch office earlier for last preparation..

going batam sn..
cun wait.. m excited.. we nd to 'unwind'..
plus i v long no massage alrdy..
plus........
i cun help myself for kip thinking she is coming bk sn..
cun help to count dwn everyday.. reali..
cun help to wori cos of uncertainty of situation aftr she is bk..
plus i m taking caution of anythg..
to prevent thgs fr happening, so we cn hv a smoother sailing..

i dun wana loose him..
i wan us to wk..
i wana proof thm wrong..

std by me, is e oni thg i nd..
l&mu..


** i wish & pray **
dear to recover fr cough sn..
oldr darling to recover fr ulcers sn..
littl darling to recover fr headache, sore throat & ear pain sn..
sue to recover fr kidney infection sn..

ok.. go wash my face now..