i see u r nt stress anymore..
m hapi for u.. & i reali do..

no snap..
& cn hv new car,
new tv.. hw amazing..
perhaps is e power of her (ur ex)..

oh.. & e power of letting an useless, fat old lady go.. =)

cn see u hv an ease of mind nowadays..
u cn eat & zzz..
u go bk hm early..
let go of me, u nd nt answr anythg to any party..
kids hapi..
dad hapi..
u hapi..
everybody is hapi..
plus u hv ur family bk on track..

looking at all tis..
is tm for me to let go..
u hv made urself v clear nt once..
u said dun wait for u..

i wun spoil ur plan, or ur 'happiness',
nt to wori.. =)

i m nt as gd/smart/clever as u r..
u seems pretty ok just aftr a week..
i nd tm to adjust bk..
going hm alone,
doing everythg alone..

but..
i tell myself..
if u cn do all tis..
if u cn b so cruel to me..
if u cn no sms, no calls, nothg..
i shd b able too..
or perhaps.. u dun reali love me as much..
or.. u properly think i wun die..

so.. i m learning..

dun b mistaken tht i m drawing lines wth u..
u had alrdy totally let go of sm1 u claim u love so much,
u had excluded tis 'aunty' in ur future..
thn.. thr is no point for me to hang on..

i had tried, so hard (u knw) on our relationshp..
to make it last.. to b a gd gf..
cos i cherish.. every single moment,
every single days or even mins wth u..

but.. it has bcom just 1 way..
oni me holding on..

by letting me dwn,
by hurting sm1 tht loves u so much..
wil reduce all ur troubles..
& wil lessen all ur stress..

u nd to scarifies a caring, loving gal's heart,
let her pain & sorrow, to exchange for ur 'happiness' & ease of mind..


u shd knw hw cruel u r..

we used to glued togethr..
we wil miss each othr if we dun see each othr a day or so..
we wil do almost everythg togethr..
but.....

no more.. everythg just vanish.. no more..

u hv given me a rainbow..
& now u decided to take it bk..

no more rainbow.. no more..