quit smoking in Oct2008..
pick it up agn in Jun2010..

hmm..
didnt reali find it difficult to quit in Oct2008..
thou wil think.. but i cn stil 'press' it dwn..
all i did was, pick 1 fine day, stop totally..
nt even 1 single stick..
& e following hrs & days will be kip reminding myself..
'pls dun waste ur effort oh...'
'remembr wht u had promised.. to quit b4 40..'
& thts it.. i stopped & quited..

tis tm round..
smoke bk..
smoke more..
to e extend i nd to puff every 2-3hrs..
nt just 1 stick, cn b 2-3 sticks..
heavier..

i wana quit..
tried.. failed..
max i did was 22hrs no cigi..
thn everythg just cm bk..
puff more..

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i remembr.. last tm, i smoke for so so so many yrs..
but i cn quit quite easily.. just pick 1 day & stop..
y tis tm round seems nt possible..?
y tis tm round seems tougher..?

i remembr.. i dun smell like a cigi whn i was a smoker last tm..
i stil smells nice & v 'jesmine'..
but i noticed tis tm round, i smell like a cigi..
omg, i dun smell nice.. & i dun like to smell like a cigi..

spend alot on cigi..
2days cn finish a pack..
1 week = 3packs = $30 plus..
1mth easily $150..

is tm..

i wun wan kids to b disappointed..
i nd to set a gd eg..
i dun wana smell like cigi..
i wana smell 'jesmine'..

gv me strength to do it..