tis morning whn i was awake ard 6am...
smthg scary happen..

i was sleeping & alarm sounded..
whn i stopped e alarm (i m stil laying dwn on my bed, just like any usual day)..
i saw e ceiling spinning...
i was sooooo giddy..

i quickly closed my eyes.. but i cn stil feel my head spinning wth my eyes close..
i told myself, hello, pls dun faint ok..
i told myself, it wil b ok in awhile..
so i lay dwn for ard 1/2hrs more..
felt slightly bettr i went brush teeth..
& e spinning feeling came bk aftr i bush teeth..... & i wana throw ot.. omg....

seriously i dun think i cn go wk in such condition..
laying dwn on bed also cn spin...
wht if i suddenly fainted whn i m sitting on bus...?
or whn i m in office doing report half way i just collapse...?

i told myself, ok, rest sm more..
& i lay on bed til ard 8plus am.. slowly feel bettr..
as in cn put on make up.. get change to go wk..

call HD, informed i wil b late..
rch office ard 10am..

now i m sitting here blogging.. eating cha siew rice (i gd gal.. scare wil faint)..
m feeling much much bettr thn morning now..

i was thinking, luckily today is nt thurs..
i wana go ot wth dear.. so cn nt fall sick..

i hv no idea y e suddenly SPIN, & wanting to throw ot..
i went google & thr r too many reasons for dizzy/giddy...

lets hope tomor i wil nt feel like tis..
lets hope is just today..

m i getting old...?
wth all tis new scary experience tht i m going thru lately..