went doc yestrdy.. op date confirmed on 12may..

would wana hv a single bed if I cn.. I prefer privacy & to zz alone.. so tht I wil nt disturb others whn I snore.. or I wil nt b disturb by others if they snore..

& i cn bring my laptop if I m in a single bed.. I cn watch online if I m bored..

my op wil b in e aftrn.. It wil takes abt 2hrs.. 1st day cn nt eat.. 2nd day thn cn eat.. & doc say i nd to cm dwn to walk on e 2nd day.. I wil stay in hospital for abt 4days..

actually....

1st day wil nd loves 1 to b ard for mental support cos is scary to b alone worrying & waiting for e op..

2nd day is importn cos doc say I nd to try get ot of e bed.. it wil b nice if he is ard to help me ard cos I'll b painful..

& I'll nd sm1 to pick me up & send me hm on last day..

wish dear cn accom me thru ot.. cos no matter hw i m mentally prepared.. no matter hw strong I m.. I m stil panic..

but... I had decided nt to disturb dear's Wk..

so, we discuss.. dear wil b visiting me aftr Wk & he wil b sending me hm fr hospital..

I'll go bugis to pray for a smooth op..