went dwn str try e foot reflex & bk massage..
it was gd..

left neck, shoulder has been pulling for few days..
had migraine on thurs..
I cn stil feel e pull on e left tis few days..

tht guy used 'strength' on my left shoulder & neck..
he said v stiff..

e massage is different fr bishan..
bishan is 'relax' kindna massage..
my hse dw str is pain.. but he target on problem area..
shiok.. lol..

wil go dwn str massage agn.. it was pain but gd..

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m hapi tht thr r 3.5 deals..
prayer answered..
ur hardship is rewarded..

went ovr to nuh yestrdy..
took bus to amk, train to jurong east,
thn train to dover agn..
aftr tht shutter bus to nuh..
it was a 1hr 45mins journey..

on e way in e train, doc called..
she said dad heart beat v fast..
tht is nt a gd sign if it is nt undr control..
doc also said dad refused to do treatment..
he only wan to take medi..
doc told me she suspect dad may have mild stroke before..
she mentioned tht whn she talk to dad,
she noticed he didnt reply her right away..
she feels his reaction is rathr slow..
thus she did a brain scan for him,
result was ok..

she suggested dad to do treatment..
but before treatment,
they nd to ensure he dont hv any blood clot..
if everythg goes on smoothly,
dad shd b able to discharge by wed..
doc mentioned she is nt too such of e fees involve,
but i cn check wth e hospital financial dept..

doc did mention dad told thm no nd to contact his family..
dad told doc to only conatct small aunt (his youndr sis)..
dad did nt tell her y he refused to do treatment..

doc said if e patient do nt agree,
they cun perform e treatment..
i told doc, i wil talk to him..

arrived e hospital, i went to sign e medisave doc..
up & dwn.. took his thumb print, his nric..
seen dad.. talked to him.. nag at him..
and he said he refused treatment cos no $..
i told him, think of health 1st,
and asked him to think abt it..
told him to talk to doc aftr he made decision..

before i leave e hospital,
i told dad i wil b away on e 4th, b bk on e 8th..

called small aunt, told her wht doc said..
also told her i wil b away..

mum called, i didnt answer..
dun feel like talking to her..
had a total of 6 missed call..
sigh.. thn finally i called her..
summarised wht i knw to her..

i was nt pleased wth her.. but i talked to her nicely..

sigh.. think wil go see dad agn nxt week b4 i fly..
hope he is ok..

1.5 deals, anothr 1.5 more to go..

yestrdy basically seems like a hungry day..
morning didnt eat anythg fr i open my eye 5.30am-12plus pm..
gona die.. lol..

thn at nite, rch hm ard 8.20pm, play wth jovan..bath..
thn hv my dinr.. hungry hungry day..

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today i didnt put eye lashes..
hope dear wun got frighten wth no lash me.. haha..
woke up tis morning wth left side head 'pulling'..
now stil pulling.. looks like wil get worst..
thou it seems like migraine,
but e migraine medi didnt wk e previous tm..
wonder shd i take migraine medi or panado now..

called small aunt last nite to understd more abt dad..
she said dad having heart problem.. his heart beat v fast..
she said his leg swell cos of water retention..
it was caused by his heart didnt function properly..
and bcos of e water retention, he cun pee..

small aunt also mentioned doc wori dad may hv stroke..
doc gave him medi & he cn now pee..
doc wan dad to stabilize b4 he cn b discharge..
doc also wana do a brain scan for him..
small aunt said doc dun allow dad to change hospital,
cos his condition nt v stable now.. thus he is stil in NUH,
but all his records r all at SGH..

small aunt told me,
to ask my brother to go hospital to sign medisave payment..
well.. i told her he will not do tht..
i wil hv to find time to go dwn to sign e medisave payment..

i dun like i m e oni 1 to pay for dad's fees..
i dun like y must me b e 1 to ask, to check abt dad..
is nt e matter of me b stingy, or petty.. etc etc..
i just feel tht y e whole responsibility r on me..

e last time whn dad had his heart surgery few yrs bk,
he used my cpf..
last week whn dad said nd $ to go see doc,
i went hm wth dear, dinr thr & gave mum $200 for dad's checkup fees..

wht wil happen if they did nt adopt me 41yrs ago...?

went review.. doc said everythg is ok..
inside heeling ok, outside heeling also ok..
just tht e wound outside nd to apply cream, but i didnt..

doc say review in 3mths..

today fee : $50

9 more days to HK.. excited..
dear told me to b prepared to put on weight tis 4-5days..
scary... but hapi.. haha...

5 more days to chiong reports..
must b gd.. if not wil wori abt reports while in HK..

for e past 1 week.. joey kip nagging me to try e wii fit plus..
so i tried it last sat & sunday.. ok la.. leg littl ache..
burn cal rather slow cos is thru games..
hv nt try e yoga.. mayb wil try 1 of tis days..

mum called me last nite saying daddy wana call 999,
he wana take ambulance to hospital..
say wht he nd ppl to bring him to toilet la..
but mum said he is ok ley, cn walk cn talk..
got confused by her.. talked to my dad,
he said he feel giddy..& unable to pee..
hmm.. explain to mum nt call 999, 999 is police..
is to call 995.. if nt urgent call 1777 but nd to pay..

thn she called 2nd tm, tht was almost 11pm..
said dad wear nice nice, v smart & went hospital..
she said aunt (dad's sis) called ambulance for him..
wonder how is everythg.. cos no update fr her..
& i tried calling her no answer..

wa piang.. just now got frighten by mr alvin for few times sia..
he just walk in like tht.. i was blogging & watching online series..
my heart was like 'pok pok pok' ...

told him i m going HK..
he said he used to go thr 2-3x a yr..
thn slowly bcom once a yr..
i was like wow....
thn he said he go thr for 2 weeks la..
i m thinking.. wow... 2 weeks ley..
thn i silly enough to ask him, "is 海洋公园 fun..?"
he 'laugh' & said he didnt go tos places..
he said he began his day in e aftrn..
lunch, dinr, K, pub, etc..
everyday hv "fun" til 4-5am thn go bk zzz..
i laughed... & said, "thn mayb i shd ask u wht pub is gd".. lol..
he thn told me to try their food la..
thn.... luckily a call came in looking for me..
he thn walked ot of HD..
if nt i think he wil continue.. on & on.. heng ah..

dear coming ovr latr.. hapi.. ^_^
didnt see him for 4days leow..

yestrday evening.. we (all) went to united square..
of cos was bcos jaslene wana go thr buy thg..

i was in joel's car =)







we went early dinr at swensen..
both boys were hungry..

















our food... able to guess which is mine..? ^_^






hmm.. saw tis outside e swensen..
used to b 1 of joel & joey's child hood activity..
now tos vehicles r much nicer as compare to 10 ovr yrs bk.. lol..
we went to check price.. $4 for 5mins.. ex..





aftr dinr.. walk ard for a short while & we went hm..
didnt reali walk e whole pl,
cos they went there was to look for jovan's thg..
& i lost thm several times..
cos i m bz adjusting cam, taking pics..
whn i m done, they were all gone..
i look high & low for 5mins,
thn i noticed i m upstairs,
they were alrdy 1 level down..

hmm...

hello everybody..
hv nt update my blog for awhile..

i shall begin wth.. 1 day i went hm & saw tis..
a little fan tht has beautiful light whn spinning..



thr is a new toy at hm.. wii fit plus..
joey like it alot.. jaslene bot for all to play..
everybody at hm had fun wth it..
i tried afew games, nt bad..
i wil buy tht whn i got my own hse..

hmm.. i didnt go exercise for a week leow.. fat fat fat..

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watch harry potter wth dear..
nt bad.. tks dear for watching wth me..

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went dinr at my mum's pl wth dear last week..
u knw wht she said....?

" u r getting fatter......." >.<"" (speechless...)
i tot i slim dwn alittle...?

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doc review nxt wed..

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flying to HK in 2 weeks tm.. =D
hapi.. excited.. hope it wun rain..
hope we wil ALL hv FUN..
hope everythg smooth smooth..

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mei bot cam.. we shall take nice nice pics in HK togethr..
4 of us, 3 bring cam..

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wish dear close many deals.. many many deals..
nt bcos of iPad..
is bcos I knw he has been working v hard..
he shd hv more sales..

so.. *pray*.. more more sales..

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my iphone told me tis morning,
"pls delete sm of ur application, u r running out of space.."

16G.. power..

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i perm my hair.. just alittl curl at the bottom.. to add sm volume..

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TOTO tonite... HUAT AH !!!!

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m putting on eye lashes lately.. i love it.. ^_^
eyes bcom bigger.. sexy.. haha..
i bot 3 boxes.. 1 box got 10pairs..
different types.. natural, thicker, purplish..
i love e purplish.. is pretty..

as i m a beginer, i m nt v skillful..
nd to cut e lashes so tht it fit e eye..
nd to put e glue correctly so tht e lashes wun drop off..
nd to draw liner to cover e glue etc..

wil buy more lashes.. cos i prefer to reuse only once..
i knw thr r ppl who wil reuse e lashes 7x ..
but i feel tht e lashes wil bcom v dirty..
plus alittl out of shape whn u reuse..

hmm.. if 1 fine day i decided nt to put on lashes, i wil look ugly..
cos everybody is so used to seeing me in curly pretty lashes..

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yestrdy went chinatown to change $ wth dear, mei, ekk and gal..
we had dinr thr.. frog.. rice/porridge..



and my favourite 'smelly bean'... *love*
gal tried and she join in e 'fun'.. haha..



i ate a small bowl of porridge..
nt suppose to eat tht porridge de lor.. lol..

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til now 1630hrs, m ok..
i shall end e monitoring period tomor..

it was..... gd..

jaslene said wana go east coast yestrdy..
althou jeff didnt reali wana go..
in e end, all went except joel..



































we arrived ard evening tm..
they wana eat 1st, so we went to e food ctr..
thn they went to rent bicycle..

it was a windy day..
joey & jeff cycled..
jaslene cycled only for a v short while..
i was bz taking pics..
i was trying ot my cam,
cos had forgeten hw to manual adjust e cam..

they all walked v v far.. i nearly lose thm..
they nvr stopped to wait for me whn i stopped to take pic..
i stood thr adjust e cam, take alrdy,
see, thn adjust agn & take agn..

if only i m going ot wth dear or frens tht hv cam..
thn we will all stand thr & take pics..
we will all discuss & share tips on hw to take a bettr pic..

anyway, yestrdy was like a pre HK taking pic lesson..
but i feel tis pre lesson reali nt enough..
nd to hands on more to knw wht to adjust..
cos i prefer manual thn auto..