blogger changed e layout.. m nt use to it..
ok.. sm updates for e past week..

mum called.. dad say wana die agn..
all of us had in a way kindna used to his saying wana die..
all includes dad's sis (my aunt), me, my mum..
i knw tis is nt rite... but..
m feeling stress to see mum hse numbr appear on my phone
y is all responsibility is on me..?
just bcos u hate him for wht he did many yrs bk..
ur body is flowing his blood.. nt me..

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bot afew cross stitch.. many 'projects' on hand..

hopefully aftr I finished all projects I'll nt bcom short sighted..
home lights reali nt suitable for cross stitch.. v dim..
oh, i notice my thumb & 2nd finger skin bcom 'hard' 'rough'..
& i had poke my finger couple of times.. lol..

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i dun like her
she shd leave ur world, ur life for gd long long ago..
m speaking nt in term of jealous

aftr so many yrs.. fr love til forgive,
fr forgive til disappointm,
fr disappointm til more disappointm..

didnt u notice u hv to kip her far far away fr yr life..?
these many yrs of mental & physical torture..

if a mum wil put her kids at risk,
wil u stil kip her ard their life just bcos she pop thm ot (gv birth)?
wil u risk ur child's life bcos her title is 'their mum'?

to her i m a bitch, a witch..
to me, she is thn e BITCH & witch
cos i did nt harm or put u & ur kids, ur family at risk..
cos i protect all of u by ACTION

& in reality, she just open her legs,
get pregnant, gv birth, carry e title of 'mother',
no need to teach, to need to guide, no responsibilities,
no need to feed, no need to take care.. so fxcking easy..

wht kind of 'mother' is tis...?
wht has she contribute to ur family beside giving birth?
teaching kids to lie?
teaching kids to steal?
confuse e kids?
shame e family?
created so many problems & troubles for all of u..?

AND u DUN fit to b jealous..
bcos u r the 1 tht is letting go of him & ur family.
u r the 1 who broke all e trust (fr him, fr mum & dad)
u r the 1 who broke all ur promises..

to change & wil b a gd wife? a gd daughter inlaw & mum..?
plead for forgivness...?
hw many chances were given to u these past many yrs....?
at e end of each chances, who is e 1 tht is letting go of e family?
IS U !!!!!!!!

so, i hv no idea y e fxck u stil wana get jealous????
both of u had alrdy divorced for yrs..
u MADE ur choice, for letting everybody down.. thn jealous WHAT????

v angry now !!!

ms j or now is ms v, u shd feel glad, happy & blessed tht ur kids hv my care..
if i m a bitch or witch, i must b a reali kind & nice bitch/witch.. haha..
no need to change ur name la..
no matter hw many times u change ur name,
no matter wht name u change,
u r stil e same wht.. whts e point of changing name??

since u 'enjoy' walking tht circle ovr & ovr agn,
ur life is gona b in & ot of there..
ur life wil b nothg but lies & shame..
is ur choice, is e path, e life u chose to lead..

dun allow her to indirectly pull u in walking her circle ovr & ovr agn..
arent u even tired or sick of all these..?

protect is a verb.. needs alot of action..
e action is not for me, is for ur beloved darlings.. & ur family..

i wondr wil all my hair std up whn i see her in person..
her grammer reali sucks..
she dun undrstd many words' defination..
defination of love,
defination of a mother,
defination of a daughter inlaw,
defination of a wife..
defination of a bitch & witch..

me bitch? u wht...? angel...? sweety pie?
pls dun make ur problem bcom all our problem angel

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guess wht is tis...?



me sitting on a lorry...
i was so excited abt it tht day.. lol
is v high.. m impress he cn drive a lorry so well

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a bite fr bb..



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went to oldr darling's camp yestrdy am..
is reali far.. & Thr was traffic jam..







 


didnt see much.. only see outside of e building..
& off we went hm..

apologise for e weird picture layout..
hv no idea hw to adjust aftr blogger change e layout..

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these 2 days weathr reali super hot..
cun imagine bbk.. >.<""

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gona chiong reports agn..
hopefully i cn finish my 1st project on tm.. aother week to go..

好疲倦哦..
脑袋一遍空白..

force myself to bus to wk..
yestrdy was ok, but today woke up late..

tm check now is 7.55am, m suppose to b on bus 72,
but now m stil nt rch interchange..

bus is always slow & pack

tis is fr hk series 当旺爸爸
a gold bracelet..
sori, pic took fr e show itself thus nt v clear..
i knw it look kindna 土.. but i like..
if it is selling in spore, i'll properly go buy



we hv been going ard eating yummy food..
diet for 3 weeks all gone.. (a big LOL on my discipline & determination)
sigh..



a day wth dear at china town
purpose of going thr was to find black stitch clothe..
objective met..

i also went face threading.. e lady was saying 'u v long didnt thread..' lol

thn we went for our yummy dinr..





e dishes r yummy.. ^^

i knw i wil sound silly..
i felt so 幸福..
eat without worrying e extra pound..
dear accom me every whr (any whr) to hv nice nice food..
nd nt b restaurant.. nd nt b expensive food..
just e 2 of us sitting dwn together,
enjoying food we love, is more thn enough..
simple... but is sweet to knw & to hv tht sm1 beside u..

even if is sm argument,
even if we hv different ways of handling thgs..
even we hv different understding on a same issue..
just remembr, we love each othr..
just remembr every intention is meant to b gd..

m stil walking each step v carefully..

1 mth to go..

hv been eating v healthily for e past 2 weeks..



until few days bk..
thn cm all e unhealthy food.. lol
dear accom me go eat nice food these few days..



wonder whose adorable bb is tis...?
soo may's.. so cute hor..



tis is anothr unhealthy food.. lol
but dear is sweet.. he accom me go ikea to buy cushion..
cushion bulky, he took thm to office for me e nxt day.. ^^



e spag is reali nice.. so is e wings.. ^^



ikea cushions.. hv no idea y is e label thg so so so long...



me & my new cushion.. <3 <3



oh.. & my project has completed.. is now on dear's car..



nxt, m doing tis.. is just a small corner of it..



49 days.. is reali a nice series..



i dun reali like korean movies..
but tis make me wana 'chase' e nxt episode
low budget but nice movie..

tis is e legendary collect tears necklace.. pretty?



bb jovan is coughing & having flu for e past few days..
thus his mood is reali no gd..
abit abit cry..
few days ago worst.. more like scream..
sigh.. recover soon bb..

watched battleship wth my dear, ek & mei..
had dinr at e food court b4 movie starts..



our dinr..



ek & mei's..



movie...



came to undrstd 1 thg..
men undrstd e movie much bettr thn ladies..
even thou we did put e heart to watch,
even thou we did pay full attention to watch,
even thou we like e movie alot.. strange rite..?

is a great action movie.. e fighting scene, e technology,
i like e movie..
althou e weapons & sound effect feel & sound v much like "Transformer"..

take a look at e creating destruction clip



go watch if u hv nt..
it is definately worth e money..

a day outing with the phee (s)
a promise to watch mirror mirror..

i went out earlier.. cos i wana walk ard city link..
got ready ard 12plus pm, rch citylink ard 1plus pm..
bot a tee for dear & myself.. ^_^

waited for them to arrive, almost 5pm..
was rathr tired.. nvr take a rest, walked for 4hrs..

aftr dinr at pizza hut, off we went for the movie..



hmm, i shd say the movie is more for littl gal,
i dun reali like e movie althou thr r sm funny part..
but i find their costumes rather amazing..
& i think it must b reali difficult to put them on.. lol

through out the whole movie,
i only like tis part (below)..
hindi + angmo song.. interesting..
i like.. lol



think e kids had fun, hmm.. mayb only jie jie did.. ^^

my 3 sickness came 2 togethr..
nt joking..

migraine alrdy trying my best nt to take medi..
as it has increase I'll try nt to take too many medi,
try nt to always relay on medi..
thn cm gastric.. haiz

best is, plus cough (wil use tummy muscle)
1 cough feel head gona burst, tummy more pain..

so weak, no strength..
cun even go enjoy my favorite steam boat

aftr medi, a gd nap, m now better..

tomor my gai gai day, pls get well by tonite

migraine has bcom rather frequent..
now is ard 2 weeks once,
once wil last abt 2-3 days

yestrdy migraine on std by in e morning..
it went off in e aftrn (which I find hw amazing)
thn at nite, it appeared agn..
but was on e rite side instead of e usual left

tis morning woke up, wth migraine stil on e rite..
wil take medi if get worst..

annoying.. sigh..

super heavy rain ard 6plus am..
fr e look at it is island wide..

today begins wth my 'chionging' of report
means cun do cross stitch, & no movies..

hv been waiting for 2 thgs to happen..
2hrs response & al to lecture me..
everyday check emails min 2x..
seriously wish they over look..

dear started wk for a week alrdy..
so far so gd..
m v glad tht he got tis job..

weather is rather bad,
1 moment super hot nxt moment heavy rain..
wil remind him to drink more plain water

felt alittl dwn over e weekend..
due to couple of factors..
was in a way being reminded tht I m old alrdy,
useless, stupid, nt attractive, etc

sigh.. life..
whn u rch my age, u wil undrstd..
u wil wori for ur health,
& whether r u able to catch up wth e world..

constantly remind myself nt to depend on others..
others means everybody/anybody..

tis mth report nd to chiong..
due to e long weekend gd Friday..

sat watching mirror mirror wth e phee(s)

m working v hard to reduce weight..
hopefully I cn kip it up..

our engineer eric cai is reali a sweet guy
he wil always remembr us (HD) whenever he is out
he wil tell us whr he wil b, we wil tell him wht we wan..
best is, all 3 of us usually order different food at different stores,
& hv different requests..

last week he was at compass point, & i ordered a salad fr jack's pl..
i told him i wan more thousand island sauce,
end up i hv 2 tub.. lol..



went movie wth my dear..



we went for sm dessert b4 e movie starts



titans..



hmm, dear prefer tis thn e 1st movie..
for sm reason, i think tis is nice but lack smthg..

e effects r cool, fighting wth creatures looks real..
but monsters died kindna fast & e ending so-so only, ..
all tht 'grandpa' did was wave his hands in slow mo..
take all e problem to revive him, thn he is dead within 5-10mims

hmm.. & i find e half god son actor dun fit tht role..
he doesnt hv tht kind of 'god' look..

nevertheless is stil worth e $..