super heavy rain ard 6plus am..
fr e look at it is island wide..

today begins wth my 'chionging' of report
means cun do cross stitch, & no movies..

hv been waiting for 2 thgs to happen..
2hrs response & al to lecture me..
everyday check emails min 2x..
seriously wish they over look..

dear started wk for a week alrdy..
so far so gd..
m v glad tht he got tis job..

weather is rather bad,
1 moment super hot nxt moment heavy rain..
wil remind him to drink more plain water

felt alittl dwn over e weekend..
due to couple of factors..
was in a way being reminded tht I m old alrdy,
useless, stupid, nt attractive, etc

sigh.. life..
whn u rch my age, u wil undrstd..
u wil wori for ur health,
& whether r u able to catch up wth e world..

constantly remind myself nt to depend on others..
others means everybody/anybody..

tis mth report nd to chiong..
due to e long weekend gd Friday..

sat watching mirror mirror wth e phee(s)

m working v hard to reduce weight..
hopefully I cn kip it up..