little darling is bk..
tis is wht he bot for me..



well, he bot a singlet for bb..
without noticing is a gal singlet..



he said thr is nothg much to buy thr..
thus didnt get thg for oldr darling & his dad..

m glad he is hm..

bk fr our bbk trip..
oni zz for abt 3hrs tht nite,
end up i m almost late for e flight..



our breakfast on flight.. chk & omelet..



tis is our favorite steamboat..
we had tht 3yrs ago.. & it stil taste e same..



our lousy hotel.. need to walk a distance to shopping area..
plus e breakfast reali sucks..



secretly took whn he is sleeping..
but end up, he stil knw i m taking him.. lol



thr is tis pl selling pets..
tis is e 1 we intended to get for chris..
but end up cun find any in spore..



my man waited for me to take pic til he tired alrdy..



penguin is 1 of e difficult to take pic..



jelly fish reali reali test my skill..




we walked, sweat like hell..



pray & sit their famous scary tu tu..



see wht i bot...? ^^



mr koh's favorite



& my youngr darling went bali on e same day..
was wori whethr he cn manage or nt..
1st tm take plane without us..



anyway, time check now is 1020pm,
he shd b on his way hm now..

tis is a chanel watch bot by jaslene..
jeff said she bot tis watch for me..



but... is fake.. lol..
anyway, wun b wearing it..
kindna strange to wear tht..
plus, i would rathr she get perfume or tees for me..
at least i wil stil wear thm..

enjoy e trip..
ate e steamboat, sharkfin soup we had 3yrs ago..
if only we dun hv to walk so much.. ha..

mayb we shall visit bbk agn 3yrs later..
tis tm rd i m gona stay in our princess hotel agn..

waiting at e lobby to go airport..

woke up late..
didn't put on make up..
brush teeth, change, go...

0038hrs..
is raining here..

everybody in their lala land alrdy..
I just finish bathing, hair dripping,
eating my dinr chk rice..

pack joey's luggage til almost 10..
telling whr is wht, in plane wil expect wht..

thn start packing mine..
thn go bath..

ok, gona blow my hair now..
tm check, almost 12am,
nd to wake up ard 3.30am.. hmm..

明天的这个时候..

i had a v funny, embarrassing morning..

i wore a pair of v long nvr wear slippers to wk today..
e left slipper base dropped off while i was walking to office fr bus stop..
i look so 'stupid' lor.. was even hesitating whethr to pick e base up to office..
end up i left it on e grass nvr take.. is so embarrassing lor..
m walking 1 leg higher & 1 leg lower..
& hv to pretend like nothg happen..
& hv to walk nt so obviously tht i lost e base..

i cun stop laughing at myself..
anyway, e base is stil thr,
same spot whn I m going hm just now.. ha....



so, i seek help fr mei...
ask her to pls buy a pair of slippers for me..
she chose tis.. would b perfect if is size 6.. ^^



thn off i went bugis pray pray wth my youngr darling..
of cos had also requests niang niang & 4 face buddha,
to bless my oldr darling, mr phee & jovan bb..

weathr was reali reali hot..
bot a ice cream at bugis (buy 1 get 1 free @$4.90)..
i bot 1, joey got 1 free.. ^_^
e ice cream is call cotton candy.. ok la, nt bad..
end up both our mouth, as in lips, teeth, tongue blue colour.. lol



counting dwn... 3..

has been a yr aftr my major op..
last yr now m at hm resting & recovering..
is a tough 1, & m pretty much on my own..
stil remembr e pain & hw I struggle ot of my bed.. lol

same spot cut 3x..
m quite hapi wth my recovery..
everythg seems ok or I shd say better,
except.. migraine bcom twice a week on avg,
excluding e continuous pattern..

coloured my hair on my own..
didn't do a gd job,
thus u wil see patches of previous colour & black roots..
my length is reali tough to do myself alrdy..
but going to salon is ex for tis length..
shall take tos uneven as 'design'.. lol

going pray pray wth littl darling tomor..
I like going thr wth my darlings..
all shall b blessed..

my mother's day gift fr oldr darling..
cute hor.. i m using tis to play wth bb.. ^^



wondering wht e below pic is abt...? long story..
well in summary.. to get more pay,
sm 1 needs to do well for a few tests..
'maths' test is e most stressful 1..
not so much on whethr u knw hw to do e sums..
u also need to do it v fast.. cos got time limit..

i remembr last tm u mentioned,
u no need us is ok de.. wun die..
u said u no nd to 'beg' us,
instead is more like we need u,
dun hv u we wil b like shit..
u think so highly of urself..

dun say anythg too loud & too soon..
in reality, nobody cn b alone..
u wil need our help 1 day..

help is whethr ppl wana provide or nt,
i feel tht u cn nt force ppl to help u..
actually, frankly, i wil nt ask so many ppl to help if is me..
cn do do, cn nt do, thn too bad..
i knw 10k is alot.. but stil, u seek help fr so many ppl,
ppl dun feel like helping or cun help,
u kip bugging.. u feel nt hapi & said "u wil remebr tis.."
u go think la.. ppl help alrdy, u got more $..
r u gona share ur monthly $ wth thm?
or wil u divide sm % ot for us..?

all 3 taking papers & pens & calculators doing all questions..



bread........
jaslene said "jovan made tis for u..."
i m like "wow".. haha..



i broke 2 needles.. lol
foresee wil hv more broken needles..
wil hv to store more whn hv tm..



i finished my 2nd card holder stitch..
so cute rite..? think latr thn 'join' thm togethr
they r so nice.. wun bear to give it away..



m gona start my nxt stitch soon..
for my mum.. but i noticed is big..
& everythg has to stitch 2x..

guess wil ony b able to finish tht in 1-2mths..

e weathr reali 'OMG'.. is so hot here..
guess we wil most likely stay indoors in bbk..

preparing my youngr darling's bali trip too..
hopefully everthg smooth smooth..
hopefully he had an enjoyable trip..

just finish accom dad to Nuh..
I m so hungry now..
taking circle line to bishan thn to wk

thr wil b anothr review end of may..
I'll nt b ard..
mum gona see social worker properly tis week wth her Fren..

hopefully thgs r smooth smooth..

updates for e week..

finished secret circle..
so far only season 1..
story is abt witch craft.. nt bad
nt sure whethr wil thr b season 2 nt,
hopefully thr wil b..



oldr darling bot tis.. nice..
is rich, u wil hv tos v satisfy feeling even u only ate 1..



went sim lim wth dear..
we bot a tripod.. ^^
gona bring to bbk..
we had burger king for dinr..
i like e burgr tht has bacon..
reali yummy..



went hm & i saw tis..



1st thg in my mind is..
wow.. r we selling umbrellas...?? LOL..

had a bad headache tis am whn awoke..
so bad tht i nap til noon..
now better but is stil thr..
hopefully dun get worst..

last nite they went ovr to ex inlaw hse for dinr,
celebrate mother's day thr..
didnt tag along.. nt being petty,
so weird rite.. she is nt my mothr inlaw long ago..
hopefully my kids undrstd..

youngr darling has 1 more subject to go..
nxt week wil b a bz week..
change $, see youngr darling's teachr to talk abt his trip..
go pray.. & nd to accom mum bring dad for review..

cross stitch we ordered fr china is here..
wow.. cun wait to see.. ^^
dear said she saw mummy using e card holder i made..
hee.. ^^

hope my head, my stomach r gd whn we at bkk..
counting dwn..

morning world..
awoke by loud thunder ard 5am..

2 more weeks to go,
we wil b away fr spore..
1 more day to go, I cn go gai gai wth dear.. *hapi hapi*

has been a stressful week for e kids..
exam exam exam
older darling field camp, must b tough too

called hm last nite mum said dad has been gd yestdy..
hopefully he remains a gd boy

given my project to dear's mummy..
hopefully she is ok wth my untidy wk

有点耿耿于怀, 卫塞节没能去给佛祖沐浴..
littl darling say wana go pray pray b4 going away..
wil properly go wth him tis weekend..

finished all reports.. ^_^

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nurse called ard 11plus am,
say dad cn go bk today,
told me to fetch him hm b4 4pm..
called mum, asked whethr she cn go fetch him hm,
she said ok..
awhile later got a call fr ex sis inlaw,
said mum asked her to fetch dad,
but she cun go on urgent leave..

in e end mum went hospital wth her Fren,
nurse wil send e bill to hm,
dad to review on 14may12 (nxt Monday) am..
mum wans me to acc her & dad to e review..

@6.30pm, mum called agn..
said dad said wana die agn..
cn hear fr her voice she is mentally tired by dad's nonsense..

told her to ignore him,
dun get upset if nt her blood pressure wil rise agn

dad said he likes staying in hospital..
he told mum he wan go hospital..

sigh..

dad did anothr round of wanting to die stunt yestrdy..
tis tm round was a bigger round..
he didnt eat or drink e whole of yestrdy,
didnt take all his medi, didnt go pee or bath..
all he did was lying on his bed,
cos he said he wana die on his bed..
no mattr wht mum cook, or mum said to gv him $,
he all rejected..

mum was v frighten,
cos he was yelling & screaming v loudly yestrdy..
she didnt knw wht to do, called me & bro..
i told her, nxt tm just bring eileen ot of e hse..
let him scream cos he is nt listening

tis morning got anothr update fr mum
she call small aunt,
small aunt suggested her to try give him $..
she suggested give him $150 instead of $20-$30
mum tried, at 1st he threw e money on e flr,
mum pick thm up, gave him agn..
an hr latr, he came ot of e rm & ate medi & food..

sigh.. $20-30 nt working.. but $150 works..

@1230hrs awhile ago, mum called agn..
said dad fell & his head is bleeding..
she had contacted small aunt,
she had called an ambulance..

told mum to follow e ambulance to hospital,
let me talk to e paramedic whn they arrived..

@1305hrs, mum called, she said they send dad to nuh..
paramedic said no nd mum to follow..
mum said dad cn stil talk to e paramedic in malay..
he seems ok..

sigh..

initially thinking to go nuh to see him..
but mum said he seems ok cos he cn talk & react well to paramedic..
guess wil i'll see hw.. mayb latr wil followup wth mum agn..
i'l properly visit him tomor aftr wk if he is in hospital..

mummy said, no nd surgery, she said surgery ex..

sigh..

dad hasnt been a gd dad lately..
if he dun wana help himself.. hw...?

before i begin blogging.. i seriously hate e new blogger..
i spend a whole morning to adjust e photos..
but unable to make it like last tm..
i cn only 1 by 1 display my photos,
i cun put thm togethr (as in 2 in a row)
angry.. nt user friendly at all..

decided to revert bk to e old blogger..

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on e happy side,
went watch avengers
i like e movie.. especially hulk.. he is funny
sm of e characters i no idea who r they..
y e avengers b v pop character,
such as spider man, xmen.. ?

go watch if u hv nt..



i had completed my littl project..
til thumb & 2nd finger bcom rough rough..
i knw is nt neatly done..
hope oldr mrs phee wil like it.. *stress stress*



dear took me to manhattan.. ^_^
our 1st manhattan is at bedok..



he order a fish & chip..
ok la, nt bad..
e soup of e day is clear seafood..



these r mine.. potato salad & choc dessert..
e choc dessert is reali nice.. yum yum..
i'l go hv tht dessert agn..



is almost half of e yr gone..
counting dwn to our bbk trip..
m excited, cos is gona b our quality tm..

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reports reali smooth tis mth..
i completed 10-11 reports within 3 working days..
left 1 more major 1 to go tomor & i m done..
was v amaze wth e speed..
& of cos to thank gal & mei,
for e effect of checking thru all cases agn,
changed & fill in e blanks for me..

thank Q gals.. ^_^

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last week & tis week r exam weeks for e kids & dear..
thus we cut dwn our outing..
aftr tis wed, everythg wil b bk to normal.. ^_^
means i go gai gai wth my dear agn..
hopefully all of thm score well..

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i hv been a gd gal..
been taking bus to wk since 23apr..
i knw to others, taking bus to wk is nothg..
but to me, is consider v amazing..
guess i deserve sm compliment fr my dear.. haha..