dad did anothr round of wanting to die stunt yestrdy..
tis tm round was a bigger round..
he didnt eat or drink e whole of yestrdy,
didnt take all his medi, didnt go pee or bath..
all he did was lying on his bed,
cos he said he wana die on his bed..
no mattr wht mum cook, or mum said to gv him $,
he all rejected..

mum was v frighten,
cos he was yelling & screaming v loudly yestrdy..
she didnt knw wht to do, called me & bro..
i told her, nxt tm just bring eileen ot of e hse..
let him scream cos he is nt listening

tis morning got anothr update fr mum
she call small aunt,
small aunt suggested her to try give him $..
she suggested give him $150 instead of $20-$30
mum tried, at 1st he threw e money on e flr,
mum pick thm up, gave him agn..
an hr latr, he came ot of e rm & ate medi & food..

sigh.. $20-30 nt working.. but $150 works..

@1230hrs awhile ago, mum called agn..
said dad fell & his head is bleeding..
she had contacted small aunt,
she had called an ambulance..

told mum to follow e ambulance to hospital,
let me talk to e paramedic whn they arrived..

@1305hrs, mum called, she said they send dad to nuh..
paramedic said no nd mum to follow..
mum said dad cn stil talk to e paramedic in malay..
he seems ok..

sigh..

initially thinking to go nuh to see him..
but mum said he seems ok cos he cn talk & react well to paramedic..
guess wil i'll see hw.. mayb latr wil followup wth mum agn..
i'l properly visit him tomor aftr wk if he is in hospital..

mummy said, no nd surgery, she said surgery ex..

sigh..

dad hasnt been a gd dad lately..
if he dun wana help himself.. hw...?