littl darling's progress results..
he has improved on his chinese..
he was telling me, has no idea y his chinese is better thn english.. lol
of cos majority is his hard work.. minority is my littl contribution..
he said, would b great if his exam results cn also b like tht..



has been quite sm didnt see e 3 phees..
went ikea with thm last evening, thn to parkway..
dinner alrdy walked ard & had ice cream..

tis shop, sells many lego stuffs









tis is actually for my mum..
so long alrdy still not finish..



so many pieces to put together into 1..



is reali thick.. 5-6 pieces to sew, sew til finger pain..
hv to rest awhile thn continue..
properly need another few weeks to complete..



tis prawn noodle is at lavender,
nt reali v nice, but i like e intestine.. v soft..




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tomor onwards wil b bz bz week..
reports plus meeting wth new project, & interviews..

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brother stil in hospital..
due to his white cells getting reali low,
he did a blood transfusion..

mum has been calling, complaining abt dad..
dad condition is getting worst..
he cun control his pee & bowel..
everythg r now on his pants..
mum was v upset.. she cried..
said nobody helps her.. wan bring him to hospital..

looking aftr brother & littl niece is alrdy tiring for her..
now she has to always change dad, wash him up etc..

she just called tis am.. keep asking me 'how....? ur dad like tht how..?'

she wana see e minister, ask for assistant,
but she said dun knw how to say..
as in dun knw how to tell e minister,
& dun knw how to tell social worker..
i asked her, u knw how to tell me, u dun knw how to tell thm..?
i told her, is e same way u tell me.. nothg changes..
i told her she cn tell thm e way she told me..

sigh... i'l talk to e social worker tomor..

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bb has been quite a gd boy past few days..
his mummy is coming bk later tis evening..

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unable to connect kingdom & lords since last night..
whether fb or gameloft..

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m trying to 'find' 'smthg' to convince myself to b happy..

佛说 :

要快乐很简单,
记住该记住的，
忘记该忘记的，
改变能改变的，
接受不能改变的..

有的时候，我们可以选择放下，
有的时候，我们只可以选择坚强..

有时我们走的太累并非路途遥远，
可能是背负的太多；有时我们活的太累，
不一定是因为我们拥有的太少，
而是我们想要得太多..

as of now, thgs tht i m happy abt r,

i m stil consider healthy,
i hv got a place to stay in & a job to feed me..
both of my darlings r ok.. in terms of healthy, studies, everythg..
dear is stil by my side..

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i always tell my mum..
to do everythg on her own,
nt everythg 'scare' & dun knw how...

i knw u cn nt live ur life alone in e world..
i knw u wil require help sm whr along e way in ur life..
but, nt everybody is thr to help u whn u needed..

i told her dun rely so much on others..
m nt saying i find her troublesome or dun wana help her..
i m teaching her, there is limit to others' help..
how many times cn others help u...?
besides.. there is 人情 involve..
how r u gona return...?

thus, till now, i dun reali ask help fr others..
i dun like to always get help fr others..
i'l usually do stuff on my own.. i prefer tht way..
thou it is tiring.. but i dun owe others anythg..
& i dun need to see tht person's 'face colour'..
m nt too sure whn i m much older wil i be like my mum,
nag & ask help on most of e thg..
or.. i wil stil b me, no help required..

life..
u came here alone..
u go off alone..

wht if i m nt ard..
how r u going talk to minister? social worker?
without me ard, u wil nt talk to thm?
or u wil find someone else to do for u?
or u wil just 'LL' do it urself..?


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HELLO 天空.....
whr is my 4D & big sweep....??


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