bb has hfmd..
poor him has blisters ard his lips, ear,
thighs, hands, legs, inside his mouth etc.
super cranky, cry & cry almost every min.
his favorite milk also dun wan.
hope he recover sn.. i haven't kiss him for few days.

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agent is coming to view e hse later..
all of us nd to siam..
think we wil b shifting agn v sn.

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bro condition like a roller coaster,
certain day under control,
certain day fever, numb, etc

now his right eye swell, & his right eye cun see.
doc nvr update us with his condition,
i hv to constantly request for updates.

frankly, fr wht i see, i dun think he cn tong v long..

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anothr 2 weeks is march..
a quarter of e yr is gone..
time really passed v fast..

at my current age, i m scare..
father & brother incidents hv a v huge impact on me..
everyday i wake up knowing, i had just minus 1 day away fr my life..
everyday i wake up knowing, i m walking towards death.

imagine, u use ur body organs for 40 more yrs,
our parents or grand parents use their body for 60-80yrs..
hw wil nt spoil? car also nd maintenance yearly..

scary..

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tis yr we didnt go to 'he pan'..
rain & rain & like nothg much to see..

had alrdy finished e chinatown gua zi..
shd hv buy more..

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noticed i cun slim dwn..
unlike last time, skip meals or control meals will see sm results.
now no result at all.. discouraging..
age is really a major issue to everythg..
althou my heart is stil young..
physical old alrdy also useless..

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nxt thurs.. hopefully everythg is ok..

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