sm times, i m rather proud of myself..
althou i knw is nothg to others (small issue)..
but i just feel proud tht i cn handle thgs all on my own..
settled thgs by my own, even thou i m v scared.. lol

i did my 2nd jab within 2 weeks...
1st jab was twinrix, thn yestrdy did my chk pox vaccine..

nxt twinrix is ard last week of apr ,
& nxt chk pox jab wil b 1st week of may..

reali scare injection.. but i did it !
i should gv myself a pat on e shoulder & say 'well done' ! lol


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older darling flying off for abt 3 weeks for another army training..
he wun b ard while we shift..
is a gd experience for him.. hope everythg smooth smooth..
i'll see him off later.. gona miss him..

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qvod died stil bothers me.. y died out of a sudden...?
guess i'll properly v nt used to it,
& i wil properly nag on & on..

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i see many babies this mth.. & they r just so adorable.. *love*

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fed up.
u so ma fan cn..
shift & shift nvm (is ur hse i hv no say)..
hse smaller & smaller nvm (is ur hse i hv no say)..
whn u buy u nvr think u hv 2 more sons de meh?

ppl cm see hse, all 3 of us must disappear,
all my thgs must hide (cosmetics, photos, etc),
basically my thgs r always in & out of e cabinet,
thn u buy thgs alrdy wait wan sell.. if nt throw..

now u tell me later got ppl coming up see sofa @ 8.30pm..
thought we sending joel off..?
ask u y must today see, cn nt change to other day thn see meh,
u say cn nt, cos e couple flying off, thn nobody wil buy tht sofa..

angry ley.. ah......

thn u say we all need to hide whn they r up see sofa..
fuck la... hw long ur both kids need to hide????
they r ur kids ley, y nd to hide...???
hide wht?????
v v fucking shameful to hv thm meh ????????

wa lao ! soooooooooooo dam angry...

FED UP !!!!!

wht wil u indirectly tell kids...?


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bro condition nt reali improving.. now his feet cun lift up..
just bot him 2 water cushions,
cos he mentioned his butt pain cos keep sitting dwn.

his heart is full of hatred now..
he is basically angry wth everybody..

dun knw y he dun seems to undrstd..
hope buddha wil assist, to make him understd life, & gv him strength..

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my left eye has been 'hopping' for 2 days.. hmmm..


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