tis morning, i dreamt i drowned..

i was so frightened..
i struggled.. struggled v hard to go up..
i felt i cun hold on anymore..
i tried my best to push/make/swim (whatever u call it) myself up to catch my breath..

thn suddenly, i open my eye wide....

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Info fr 2 different website

Drowning
To dream of drowning represents feeling totally overwhelmed by emotions, or uncertainty. You may fears, insecurities, guilt, or other negative emotions that are overpowering and dominant. Something is too much for you.

Alternatively, you may be too deeply involved in something that is now beyond your control. To dream of surviving drowning represents difficult emotional situations you have overcome, or are learning to deal with. You may have survived a problem that you didn't believe you could.

Drowning
To dream that you are drowning indicates that you are feeling overwhelmed by emotions. Repressed issues may be coming back to haunt you. You may be proceeding too quickly in trying to discover your subconscious thoughts. You should proceed more cautiously and slowly. If you drown to death, then is refers to an emotional rebirth. If your survive the drowning, then it means that a waking relationship or situation will ultimately survive the turmoil.

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overwhelmed by emotions,
too deeply involved in smthg tht is beyond my control...

sigh...

seriously...... i think i m reali v much affected by thgs happening ard me lately..
too many.. mental & physical adapting..
conscious & subconscious mind both trying v hard to deal with everythg everyday..

is like nvr ending.. keeps piling up.. more & more.. higher & higher..


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