2 0 1 4 & i m anothr yr older..

saw many ppl writing abt importn thgs happened in their 2013..
thr were so many thgs happened on 2013 tht affected me..

major incidents :

dad sudden passed away right beside me (alone) in Jan13, 
brother passed away after going thru abt 9mths of pain in May13..
did eye bag removal,
married to mr phee..

other importn thgs tht happened ard me & of cos affecting me were
mum's stress on dad & bro..
e whole process of rom preparation,
got my 1st lao hua spec, thou i hardly wear..
shifted to pasir ris..
both my left & right hand left
nose/breathing became sensitive..?
worst haze i came across
accepted by dear's mum..
went Vietnam, 
bought myself a new 3ds & a new lappy
mum went blank.. instant lost of tht day's memories,
settling dad & bro's EVERYTHING
worst migraine i ever had (straight 7days)
joel's ord
joey's olevel..
launching of new project..
e arrival of xia xue's baby dash..

2013 was a so v stressful, tiring, & busy yr for me..
it was reali quite a tough yr..
body reacting to all e stress i had.. sigh, reali no kidding..

well of cos thr were sm happy thgs in 2013,

joel ord like finally..
felt his feel whenever i see him going bk to camp fr home..

joey finished his stressful Os & got a A2 for his chinese,
he worked reali hard for his chinese.. pushing me to my limits,
& also v discipline on food & study.. m proud of him..

dear's mum accepted me, aftr so long..
it felt like, finally my affect is not wasted..
& i knw my dear needed sm support fr his family..

i became mrs phee
althou i did thought of tht every now & thn,
but i always tell myself not to put in much hope,
worrying huge disappointm..
& till date, i wil stil think : i m mrs phee already????

oh, & e arrival of xia xue's baby dash..

wondering wht is e arrival of xia xue's baby has to do with me?
well, bcos looking at his pictures makes me happy..
i'll everyday at least check 3-4x instagram & dayre to see dash's pic,
looking at tis cute & handsome baby make me smile...


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noticed updating of blog lessen..
wil update more if time permits..


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m stil working on handling my stress..
& now an additional new role 'step mum'..

dear wil b v bz in jan14, & i wil start my war with time tomor for at least a week..
end of e mth is cny alrdy.. thn wil b feb.. & v soon wil b mar.. time reali pass so fast
& tht wil b a quarter of 2014 is gone..


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i m watching korean series 荆棘花 now..
not bad.. but is reali long... 120 episodes..


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i read an article :

有个懂你的人，是最大的幸福
这个人，不一定十全十美，但他能读懂你，能走进你的心灵深处，能看懂你心里的一切。
最懂你的人，总是会一直的在你身边，默默守护你，不让你受一点点的委屈。

真正爱你的人不会说许多爱你的话，却会做许多爱你的事


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today is baby jovan's birthday..
3 yrs old alrdy.. which means i had stayed with thm for 3yrs plus..
he can speaks quite well now but some words unable to pronounce v clearly.
he always say 'no....................'
perhaps is reali 'monster 3'.. lol
nevertheless, we stil love him..


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thank Q dear.. for nvr change my life style much..


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