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i just killed a big mosquito!

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yestrdy building power shut dwn..
shifting ovr is alittl messy.. lol
nevertheless, is ovr & done.

cn nt like last tm stay at sm1 hse, or mcdonald..
e front office is reali small.. table small, space also small

i woke up at 5.30am tis am, cos i wana rch office ard 7am..
& i was e 1st to rch.. lol..
stupidly sit at e copier machine thr wait for everybody to rch..

wana thank e staffs for all e hard work..

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saw mei at ikea, was so happy to see her..
so long nvr see her in person, except for fb.. lol
we walked ard ikea, chat abit..
our husband also talk abit of rubbish.. lol

tht kind of feeling was like last time..
whn mei is stil at HD.. ^ ^

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e big thg has kind of settled dwn..
i m glad.

was disappointed wth tht person..
he had caused his innocent colleague almost lost his rice bowl nvm,
he almost caused his poor colleague to 'die' of 'eating dead cat'..

i was upset, feel so sorry for tht staff.. & i wana do smthg for him.
m happy i managed to save/change & to proof smthg out

moving forward wil nt b easy.
wth limited staff strength, sa constantly checking,
thr wil b more fault..

hope e HD wil kip up e gd job done & b even bettr in terms of handling case.

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nd to pay many fees..
pocket wil hv big hole..
but at least is for a bettr home.
i said home, not house.

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i v hapi tht my legs nt pain alrdy..
i m also hapi tht i cn breath better,
i dun feel thr is smthg in my throat anymore..
& i m also hapi tht i cn nap tis aftrn... lol..

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ok, gona zz soon.. wana wake up ard 5plus am like tis am..
dun knw cn or nt thou..

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jovan mummy telling story.

jm : wht is in e garden...?
j : fish..
jm : fish.....? wht is in e garden...?
j : banana....
jm : banana....?

LOL.... i was sitting at e dining table laughing.....

fish & banana in e garden... hmmm....


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little fellow is bk..
he ran to me whn he saw me tis am.. ^ ^
jeff said he was quite a gd boy on plane, surprisingly.. 
played with him for quite awhile just now & he now in lala land..

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saw sm of nash's hse pic aftr reno.
everythg seems so small.. hmm...

y isnt my hse key here yet ley?

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m learning to take train to wk.
is reali a 'smthg' to me k.
for e past 4days...
is either hot like hell, or wet like shit..
of 4days, thr is 1 v hot day, 1 nt so hot day & 2 very heavy rain days *roll eye*
smelly & sticky rch office is a norm
as much as i dun like, i wil continue to take train to wk.

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i cut my hair!
e current length is now slighly below my shoulder.
nothg stylish.. just plain straight cut.
so it is now kindna 'kiao kiao', & look NERD.
but ok la, i like.
& my phee is ok with tis nerd look. haha....

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godzilla is nice.. althou kiss 92 said nt nice.
nxt is xmen..
thn is maleficent..

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1 of e staff resigned, whn i m alrdy lack of staffs..
best is he went over to competitor side.. a disappointment..

everybody move on, & i m happy for thm to go for a better job.
i feel sad to let mei, gal & ben go too.. althou i m glad they found smthg better.
but tis tm, besides disappointment, also felt 'betrayed'
others may feel i over react.. anyway, moving forward, i left with 6.
6... is half of last tm..

nxt mth roster, i wil b e biggest hero agn, continuously wk 3 weeks..
i nd staffs tht have sense of responsibilities,
i nd staffs tht nt just do, is do a gd job.
i nd staffs nt just wk for e $, but wk with a heart.

i hv been saying i m so bz..
it wil nvr stop & getting worst, more more bz. lol

hv to b strong, & take whtever it takes to nt affect operations.

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human r forgetful & selfish.
dun b 1

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so long nvr cook dinr..
tis is wht i cooked today.

bake beans with mince chk
(joey said weird)



fried onion eggs
(joey didnt say anythg)



broccoli scallops & muchroom
(joey said he loves broccoli)



lian O chk thigh soup
(joey said nice...)



joey ask me no meat ah?
he said, vegetarian dinr ah?
told him hv chk, inside e soup..

maid said all v nice..
joel & eu havent eat yet..


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is almost mid of may14..
wk as usual bz..

seen grandma & ms v.
surprisingly, grandma isn't like 'monster'.
she smile, ask me to sit.. althou hardly chat with her.
told mr phee, shd visit her more often.

ms v..
she stil looks e same.. skinny..
dress up better thn last tm..
we didnt talk to each other at all..
& i bot her a soya & a pancake.. lol

now left with stubborn phee..
guess anothr 3mths dwn e road, he wil knw..
we wil see hw it goes ba..


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joel said wana go out dinr, to celebrate mother day..
told him no need.. it wil b v crowded plus v expensive.
ended up he bot me a slice of mango cake.





althou is just a small slice of cake,
m happy he has e thoughts..

joey asked, hw many mother's day hv i celebrated?
told him, tis is e 1st time... hahaha...


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tis little fellow reali cute..
althou she looks like a boy





shd let her hv long hair..
dun knw whn i cn see her in person


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jovan & his parents r now in paris..
stil feel he is too young to take 14hrs flight..
wonder whethr he cn gd boy thru out e flight nt..
hopefully he is a gd boy..
paris.... so many ppl dream of going thr..
so many ppl need to save v long to b able to go thr..
for thm, so easy.

whn he is ard, we all cn nt zz well.
cos his 'music' wil starts ard 7am (plus minus)
his toys, his noise (he has been screaming lately)..

now he is not here for abt a week,
hse has been reali quiet.. lol
i cn zz til 9am.. i cn on hall aircon whn is reali warm..
i cn sit at e hall to watch tv..
i cn lie dwn on their sofa whn i m tired..

anothr 4days to see him,
anothr 14hrs flight before he rch hm.
by thn all noises wil also return..
plus he wil hv jet lag..

hope he enjoyed..
3yrs old alrdy been to paris..


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m little proud of myself..
althou i knw is nothg compare to every 1 of u out thr..
i took a train to wk on monday..

woke up ard 6.30am, left hse ard 7.30am,
walked to pasir ris mrt, took a train to paya lebar
rch paya lebar ard 8.15am, train to bishan.
rch bishan ard 8.35am, train to yio chu kang.
rch yio chu kang ard 8.45am.. thn felt lost.... lol

dun knw hw to walk fr yio chu kang to office..
took me ard 20mins to fianlly rch office..
7.30am - 9.05am, i need 1.5hrs of traveling.

need to find out whr e hell is ST feeder bus..
no need to walk like hell, nvm.. u knw e sun is reali HOT...?

i wil try my best to do tht fr now on..


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nowadays almost everyday i hv pain sm whr..
mostly is left leg pain, if nt wil b migraine..
sigh.. y god created human like these de ley?
everythg also hv a version upgrade..
everythg wil also hv improved version..
y human dun hv...?


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read abt government gona increase cpf funds..
was reali upset, althou i dun reali knw e full story.

e thg tht i m upset is, we hv so much $ in theory.
but we r nt able to use thm if we nd thm.

erp up, bus fare up, taxi fare up, water / electricity up,
housing up, interest up, coe up, cpf up, cigarettes up,
everythg up.. salary..??

u think a normal worker who makes 2k is able to set up
a family here in spore?
u think 2k cn buy a hse? cn marry & hv 2-3 children?
cn take care of parents & pay insurances & whtever bills u owe?

government said we dun wana do dirty job,
thus they bring in FT.. cheaper labor..
if e standard of living here is not so high,
if hse, car, transport, medical, everythg is nt so ex,
we r able to survive with little $, i believe we dun nd FT at all.
i beleive we wil happily hv 4-6 children..

i believe we all like thm.. but they keep pushing us away..


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m gona cook dinr tonight.. ^ ^
hope they like it..


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