is almost mid of may14..
wk as usual bz..

seen grandma & ms v.
surprisingly, grandma isn't like 'monster'.
she smile, ask me to sit.. althou hardly chat with her.
told mr phee, shd visit her more often.

ms v..
she stil looks e same.. skinny..
dress up better thn last tm..
we didnt talk to each other at all..
& i bot her a soya & a pancake.. lol

now left with stubborn phee..
guess anothr 3mths dwn e road, he wil knw..
we wil see hw it goes ba..


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joel said wana go out dinr, to celebrate mother day..
told him no need.. it wil b v crowded plus v expensive.
ended up he bot me a slice of mango cake.





althou is just a small slice of cake,
m happy he has e thoughts..

joey asked, hw many mother's day hv i celebrated?
told him, tis is e 1st time... hahaha...


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tis little fellow reali cute..
althou she looks like a boy





shd let her hv long hair..
dun knw whn i cn see her in person


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jovan & his parents r now in paris..
stil feel he is too young to take 14hrs flight..
wonder whethr he cn gd boy thru out e flight nt..
hopefully he is a gd boy..
paris.... so many ppl dream of going thr..
so many ppl need to save v long to b able to go thr..
for thm, so easy.

whn he is ard, we all cn nt zz well.
cos his 'music' wil starts ard 7am (plus minus)
his toys, his noise (he has been screaming lately)..

now he is not here for abt a week,
hse has been reali quiet.. lol
i cn zz til 9am.. i cn on hall aircon whn is reali warm..
i cn sit at e hall to watch tv..
i cn lie dwn on their sofa whn i m tired..

anothr 4days to see him,
anothr 14hrs flight before he rch hm.
by thn all noises wil also return..
plus he wil hv jet lag..

hope he enjoyed..
3yrs old alrdy been to paris..


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m little proud of myself..
althou i knw is nothg compare to every 1 of u out thr..
i took a train to wk on monday..

woke up ard 6.30am, left hse ard 7.30am,
walked to pasir ris mrt, took a train to paya lebar
rch paya lebar ard 8.15am, train to bishan.
rch bishan ard 8.35am, train to yio chu kang.
rch yio chu kang ard 8.45am.. thn felt lost.... lol

dun knw hw to walk fr yio chu kang to office..
took me ard 20mins to fianlly rch office..
7.30am - 9.05am, i need 1.5hrs of traveling.

need to find out whr e hell is ST feeder bus..
no need to walk like hell, nvm.. u knw e sun is reali HOT...?

i wil try my best to do tht fr now on..


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nowadays almost everyday i hv pain sm whr..
mostly is left leg pain, if nt wil b migraine..
sigh.. y god created human like these de ley?
everythg also hv a version upgrade..
everythg wil also hv improved version..
y human dun hv...?


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read abt government gona increase cpf funds..
was reali upset, althou i dun reali knw e full story.

e thg tht i m upset is, we hv so much $ in theory.
but we r nt able to use thm if we nd thm.

erp up, bus fare up, taxi fare up, water / electricity up,
housing up, interest up, coe up, cpf up, cigarettes up,
everythg up.. salary..??

u think a normal worker who makes 2k is able to set up
a family here in spore?
u think 2k cn buy a hse? cn marry & hv 2-3 children?
cn take care of parents & pay insurances & whtever bills u owe?

government said we dun wana do dirty job,
thus they bring in FT.. cheaper labor..
if e standard of living here is not so high,
if hse, car, transport, medical, everythg is nt so ex,
we r able to survive with little $, i believe we dun nd FT at all.
i beleive we wil happily hv 4-6 children..

i believe we all like thm.. but they keep pushing us away..


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m gona cook dinr tonight.. ^ ^
hope they like it..


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