30apr10

10am
khair told me thr was an old man jump dwn fr his block..
he saw e old man b4 he die..
e old man was holding a stool..
thn khair heard 'pong'..
e old man.. dead..

11am
was checking my mails..
reading my daily news fr asia1..
thn yahoo...
thn cm across an acticle fr yahoo..
a temasek poly gal jump dwn at amk..
temasek student..
anothr jump dwn case..

12pm
littl darling called..
said they were informed by teachr..
a sec 3 gal fr their sch jump dwn sm whr..
she was dead..

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y....?
wht happen...?
to e extend u nd to gv up ur life..?
to e extend u nd to let go EVERYTHG..?

u hv e courage to jump..
u hv e courage to end everythg..

y dun hv courage to move on..?

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undrstd e pain..
undrstd e disaptm..

i once turned tis courage into strength..
& move on..

my yummilious breakfast..

yum yum...

m hapi to knw both of u r bk togethr..



cherish..

noticed i'l get tired easily tis couple of days..
i hv been knocking off ard 11plus pm for e past few days..

nd to struggle inordr to stay awake..
cos m waiting for my crops to b rdy..
but.. my eyes seriously heavy ard 11plus pm..
staying awake used to b nothg to me..
& my usual zzz timing on avg shd b ard 1am..

but nt these couple of days..
@11plus pm, i m alrdy v tired..
& in e end, my crops all dead whn i woke up..

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noticed a numbr of changes in my body lately..
begins wth 1mth plus ago,
small tiny 'pimple' starts popping ot in small areas..
till whole face.. & still nt recover..

even if i m a gd gal, i do proper cleansing..
& i even got myself SKII products..
went facial.. did mask..
fr normal pimple cream to medicated pimple cream,
but... all tis r nt working..

last tm, i nd nt do all tis at all..
all i did b4 all tis small tiny thg pops up,
was normal face wash, sm tm mask, no facial..
& my face was ok for tis past many many yrs..
y suddenly all tis thgs starts popping ot ley...?
m thinking of going to see Dr..

didnt reali sleep well,
eithr many dreams or woke up mid of nite..

falling alseep ard 11plus pm..
adnormal for me cos my zzz timing shd b ard 1am..

hw cm a sudden of all tis changes...?

haiz...
old alrdy wil hv more 'ma fan' thg...?
fr putting on weight..
til getting more white hair..
& now face like tht..
wil thr b more to cm..?

fear... = impossible...

congrAtes..

a new membr coming sn..

is raining...
so heavily..

Ice Kacang Puppy Love (初恋红豆冰)




went watch tis wth dear..
it's an Ah Niu's film..
he directed & acted in e movie..

all actors & actress r malaysian..
曹格, 品冠, 梁静茹, 李心洁, 巫启贤,
& alittl of 張棟樑 plus 戴佩妮..

tis movie is great.. thumbs up..
ah Niu did a very great job..
even thou is his 1st movie..

i love the simple story..
v 80s.. kids thr r playing wth 'goli' &
fighting fish.. it did bring up sm of my memories..

sm scenes r v funny..
it's v Malaysian movie wth familiar languages & background..

i also like e way hw Ah Niu capture each scene..
with unique angle..
tht makes every scene v beautifully taken..

a v smooth, heart warming, simple, sweet & sincere movie..

e theme song of Ice Kacang Puppy Love,
is an old song fr e 80s composed and written by a
Malaysian, 陈绍安.

Ah Niu sang his version in the movie.

The name of the song is "纯文艺恋爱" Pure Contemporary Love:





dear's favourate sentence : oh my mother..
my favourate sentence : 我切掉..

haha...

go watch if u hv e tm.. =)

disappointm.......

we wana watch jay's concert..
& we knw e 2nd concert booking will start on 22apr @9am..

waited patiently for tht day to cm..
i went to sistic online ticketing @0901hrs.
hope to get 2 tics..

but..........................................

i cun go in their website,
wth many different error msg..
sm tm lag, load v long & stil loading..

i call their hotline..
engage, engage & nothg but engage...

i repeatedly refresh their website &
dialing their hotline...

till.............................. ard 1030hrs,
aftr numerous number of attempt for 1.5hrs..

I GV UP..

disappointingly i told dear,
sigh.. nvm la.. dun watch alrdy la..

& we noticed all tickets were gone !

we saw ppl writing in to stomp..
stating : Jay Chou concert: 'Sold out' in 20mins..
but tics appear on black market at $600..

my god..

i agree wth stompers saying sistic did a lousy job..
nobody undrstd hw e tickets were sold out within mins..

tis is their 4th tm as organisers for a Jay Chou concert,
so sistic shd knw bettr wht kind of crowd to expect..

whnever thr is a major concert here,
e booking system will break down in e first hour or so,
whethr for Internet bookings or ovr e phone..
& even e system at sistic counters were nt working at well..

tis is nt e 1st tm such thgs happened..
& nothing has been changed or improved...

worst of all thr is always a $3 administrative charge
for each ticket we purchase!
plus, we hv to pay extra for mailing or self collection,
fr $0.20 - $1 respectively..
wth such lousy service,
wht admin charges are we talking about..?

sistic shd do away e charges until they replace a bettr
system to work efficiently first..

it seems like we hv no choice as SISTIC is e one & only
ticketing company here for major gigs.

mayb is tm to hv anothr ticketing organization..
thn we will all Boycott sistic !

z : hello, aunty 'jetmin'..
j : hello.. mei mei
z : i nt mei mei, i zoey..
j : oh.. u nt mei mei..
z : later u cm bk here ok...?
j : huh.. haha.. cm bk here ah.. *ask me to go bk co's pl*

j : whr is gor gor..?
z : dor dor thr.....

z : i drink 'toad'
j : ???????? *thinking... toad..?*
j : ????? *still thinking... wht 'toad'...*
j : (ask dear) huh.. i dun undrstd wht she say.. wht toad..?
c : toad = coke
j : LOL.............. ok..

so cute.. haha...

Marina Bay's new art park



i was surprise to learn tht tis bridge was designed by
a Maha Bodhi School pupil in a 2006 competition
for Marina Bay's new art park.

She is Joyce, now a Sec 3 student at Geylang Methodist Sec Sch.

The "mountain" symbolised her aspirations to do well for her PSLE,
and her goal to be an artist or designer..

Her creation is among 27 works of art by Singapore youths,
selected from 136 entries, to feature in the park..

nice..

maha bodhi...
my primary sch,
& my 2 darlings' primary sch.. ^.^

guys..
tis is hw they play.. ^.^

wondering..
y m i awake @2plus am..

thn..
5am..

如果，我是叶问，
打倒了那十个东洋人，
我会拿那十包米走..

因为，那是我应得的，
为了家，为了孩子，
我会拿那十包米走..

再不，我会分给需要的人.

i hv finished,
恋爱星求人,
老公万岁..

watching 叶问 now..
cos 叶问 2 coming sn..
& i knw dear wil wana watch 叶问 2,
thus i must roughly knw wht is in 叶问 1..

wil watch my vamp dairy 16 & 17 aftr tht..

thn perhaps may contiune flash forward,
cos e othr tm i stop at esp 10.. depends..

m converting 女王办公室..
think total got 40 esp..
wil put thm in my phone.. =)

was wondering whethr to contiune ghost whisper nt..
think i stop at season 1 or 2,
cun reali remembr..
& now ch 5 is showing season 5..

hmm..
suspect they sold e hse alrdy..

now e agent is here agn..
just agent.. no viewers..
they r sitting at e dinr table..
& thr r sm documents ard..

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tm chk : 1300

according to him,
they didnt sell tis hse away..
he said they sold anothr hse..
which is at eunos..

wow..

walking ard..
& finally settled dwn here for dinr..



i was attracted by their colourful food display..
of cos... also their desserts...
display looks yummy..

tis is nt root beer float..

is coke float.. =)

hmm.. wana knw nice or nt nice..?

ans is, nt nice..

cos unlike root beer,

e cream had covered e coke taste..

u taste more cream taste thn coke..

tis is mine..

curry teriyaki chk rice..

look at their bowl size.. hugh..

tis is dear's..

if u ordr a set, u wil hv free flow of rice..

as usual la..

me bz taking pics..

dear gona start his yummy dinr..

&.....................

our dessert ice cream.............

yum yum..

but i dun like tos corn flakes below.. ;p

we were both so full..

dear say tis is our belated anniversary dinr..

i told him, no......

tis is our advance anniversary dinr.. hahaha.. =D

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oh..

& tis cap.. nice..?

i bot for dear while we walk ard..

last piece & is ard $17..

went to our new office..
is at e othr end..
everythg stil in a mess,
wondr wil they b rdy by May..

as we hv no idea whr is wht..
thus, we guess, tis is a store..



colin wil sit here.. 1 of e seat..



think... tis is vincent & jinan's HD.. cos is a biggr rm..

tis shd b ours..

e whole office is big..

but i find our HD seems small..

heard ms LH has her own office rm..

wow..

heard we hv our pantry,

dun knw whr..

heard our rm, tos white board wall u see,

may turn into glass.. means..

colin thr cn see us..

dun knw gd or no gd..

but toilet is far..

to walk ot of office,

is nt as near as current for sure..

hong...........
gona rain sn...

just came up fr dwn str..
sm1 is viewing e hse agn..

went dwn str, waited for abt ah hr for thm to finish,
luckily got my iphone buddy..

ask is it they wana sell, answr : no..
but thr were few viewing lately..

hmm...

nice weathr to zzZZzzzz....

m sleeeeeeepy...

reports..... 1 aftr anothr...
i m flooding wth reports..

at 1st asked for past 3mths 1 division 'system hang' report..
thn anothr division..

thn while doing 1 of e forces monthly reports,
LH said she nd 6mths engineer site visit stats..
she also nd 6mths HD call stats, tobreak dwn into
hw many % of call duration is undr hw many secs..
(i almost fainted sia..)

finished wht LH wan..
continue my both forces monthly reports..

just finished both forces..
mid of doing e 3rd forces,
they wan 2yrs of gps reports for both forces..

sigh.... gona fastr finish tis & contiune my 3rd forces report..

DUN ask me do reports alrdy k..
tis mth alrdy flooded wth reports..

i m sooooooo sleepy... zzZZzzzzZZzzz....

HD wil b shifting sn..
estimate ard 7 or 8May..
wondr whr wil my team b sitting..

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littl darling fall while he was walking hm..
think he twisted his leg..
littl swell.. & painful..
poor boy..

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oldr darling got 3rd in a bboy competition..
m proud of him..

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dun always quarrel..
it wil harm ur relationshp..
learn to listen..
learn to control ur anger..
if u love a person,
dun do thgs to hurt tht person..
even if is e othr party's fault,
cool dwn & sort thgs ot..
m sad to see both of u always quarrel..
haiz..

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i m hapi tht my sleep was bk to normal yestrdy..
i didnt wake up mid of nite.. so glad..

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my leg, tht burn area is getting bettr..
nt painful alrdy & all e dried skin hv finally drop off..

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i saw him seeing houses agn..
he said by christmas, i cn boil my own soup..
i said we shall get a slow cooker,
1-2x a week, we wil slow cook a soup b4 we go wk..
thn cm hm ard 7pm cook rice & fried egg or sardine,
& tht wil b our simple dinr..
he said ok.. he wil eat anythg i cook..

m hapi.. cos i see sm action..
nt just sitting thr..

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m hapi, ur tummy recover..
bk ache & headache also gone..

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i hv so many pimples on my face..
my god.. >.<""

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i love my 2 darling boys.. v much..
i love mr phee..
& i also love my fellow staffs..

hmm... m currently learning to love e current fatty me..
haha... ^.^

gv up hope to slim dwn.. =D

slept ard 12plus last nite due to headache..
hv no idea y suddenly awake ard 3am..

thn.. no matter hw i turn..
no mattr hw or wht pattern i sleep..
no mattr hw hard i tried..
i just couldn't sleep bk..

every sleeping position is just nt rite..
dun knw wht shd i do..
all in my mind is 'pls fall asleep.. cos latr u nd to go wk..'

thn tm passes by.. fr 3am to 3.30am..
fr 3.30am to 3.45am... to 4am..

thn 4.30am.. haiz..
i stare at e clock.. tm passes but i stil cun sleep..

think mayb aftr 4.40am ba.. thn i finally fall asleep..
cos 4.30am was e last timing i recall..

aftr tht, i woke up ard 6.45am..
to see my littl darling preparing to sch..

dun undrstd y i wake up at 3am..
dun undrstd y i cun sleep bk..

is scary.. to cun fall asleep for 1.5hrs..
i havent like tht for v long alrdy..

i used to wake up middle of e nite..
used to wake up 1x, sm tm 2x..
e worst i remembr was every hr..
hv sleep like nvr sleep..

but tht was v long ago..
e stress, e pain,
e everythg tht i m holding on my shouldr..

nw i wil usually sleep like pig.. & snore..
y tis 'sleeping disorder' thg cm bk..? >.<"
scare.. hope is just for last nite..

i DUN wana cun sleep for hrs agn..
dun wan...
dun wan.......
dun wan............

i wana sleep like pig..
i wana snore..

i dun wana like last tm..
wake up 1x, 2x, 3x, every hr...
dun wan.... =(

pls...

i always wana take a look at e new sentosa..
we decided to take e train in instead..



we alight at e 2nd stop..
& saw e merlion..

sm of e surroundings were renovated..
thus u wil see sm new thgs ard e old thg..

looking ard to see hw cn we walk to e new resort world..

e blur image u see, is e resort world hotel..

walk furthr in..

& furthr in..

thn... we saw tis 2 .. nt wearing anythg at all..

haha..

naughty me suggested to dear tht we shd take a pic in such a way..

thr r many nice lightings ard..

tis r sm of thm..

tatar.....

finally... we arrived at e casino...

of cos we didnt go in..

but..

otside e casino,

hv lots of 'fantastic' cars..

see.. below is 1 of thm.. >.<""

we continue to walk ard..

& we saw many ppl gathering ard, sitting ard tis..

thn we noticed got performance..

fountain wth story teller, lights, watr.. &...

e dragon wil blow fire.. on e watr sm more.. wow..

aftr tht, thr were sm performance..

different ppl performing different thg togethr..

hmm... tis 2 animals r made wth v small beads..

&.........

tatarra........

e universal studio.......

of cos we didnt manage to go in..

they closed at 6pm..

thn.. we saw tis chocolate shp..

e whole shp r chocolates..

we were having so much fun in e chocolate shp..

both of us were so naughty,

full of funny ideas to take photos..

but dun reali dare to do too 'extreme',

cos got many staffs in tht shp.. lol..

we were looking for e hard rock hotel..

didnt manage to find it..

but saw a few beautiful arts ard..

i enjoyed e nite..

thou we didnt go in casino & theme pk..

& my poor dear.. hv to walk ard wth me wth tht sick tummy..

thanks dear.. =)