fever seems bettr..
but sore throat seems same..
or slightly worst..

doc nvr gv me antibio.. =(
woke up tis morning wth bad headache..
& starts coughing now..

tm check 1720hrs..
was thinking, hw cm e headache just wun go off..?
thou is nt as bad as morning alrdy,
but is stil ard..

& i seems sleepy but couldnt sleep..
last nite zzz ard 12 mid nite..
woke up ard 4am..
thn went drink sm watr, try zzz bk..
thn woke up ard 5plus am almost 6..
twist & turn til 7plus am..
brush teeth & eat medi..

dear said his tummy naughty agn last nite..
sigh..

sue sms me in e morning saying she taking mc..
she has been coughing badly couldnt zzz..

tahir sms me he is dwn wth fever, sore throat in e aftrn..
he cun cm in tonite..

everybody fall sick..

***

i miss smbody.. =(
so much..
&...
i cun wait for tomor to cm..

did tht smbody miss me too..?
hello....
hv...?

***

i applied BTO jurong..
result wil ot in sept10..
nxt BTO is yishun (aug)..
m gona apply too..

hope i'll get it..
*pray*

***

i love u.. ~jesco~cojes~

***

had finished HK series 澳门街..

had also watched..

silent hill



nt bad.. silly humans belief blindly..
did sm wrong thg..
e whole town turned to sm evil place..


Repo men



idea nt bad..
talking abt human organs cn b replaced..
but they wil take bk if u fail to pay up installment..
pay uo as in, remove e organ fr u..
& u r dead..

e thg is.. is reali ex..
m thinking nobody wil b able to pay tht kind of $..
means everybody wil die eventually..

sourcing for new shows to watch..

wasnt feel v well yestrdy..
felt cold whole day & i tot was due to raining..
sore throat visited me last nite & was quite a painful 1..

tis morning went office..
stil feel cold.. weak.. bodyache & sore throat..
dear said 'go see doc..'

well, actually i tot was just body littl warm..
cos i wil sm tm body warm warm..
didnt think i m having fever..

dear fetch me to my old hse tampines clinic..
i oni knw clinic thr cos i stay thr for 12yrs..

whn rch thr, was clinic lunch tm..
went ate sm food & dear co me till 2pm,
i went in e clinic thn he go off..

i was thr ard 2.15pm.. & nurse said,
'doc wil rch ard 3pm...' >.<""
my god.. m feeling weak..
& hv to sit thr like anothr 45mins..

luckily hv dear chatting wth me while waiting..

3pm.. doc is here..
&.. i hv fever.. he measured for me 38.3..
wthot me asking, he gv me 2 days mc..
no antibio thou.. he said optional..

thn took a cab hm..
saw ex inlaw at our pl cooking..
everybody was surprise to see me hm..
went bath..
ate medi ard 4pm..
measured myself agn ard 4.20pm, 38.6..

seriously i dun knw whethr i shd zzz (nap) nt..
i wori if i zzz now, latr at nite cun zzz...
eye big big hw...?

i nd to recover sn..
promise dear to do smthg on friday..
i hv 2 days to recover.. hope i cn make it..

hardly fall sick..
tis tm, i m reali sick leow..
luckily is mth end.. no reports..

tks dear for co me to doc..
& chat wth me while waiting for doc..

i saw tis...
resident evil coming sn...



no big deal...
but....

u see e word " 3D ".....?
3D ley... dun knw scary nt..
a zombie 'reaching ot for u'...

hmm...

i washed my tumble just now..
thn i went to our cooler to refill watr as usual..



i began wth cold watr..
thn hot watr...
thn cold watr agn..

whn is full..
happily i took e tumble..
wanted to close it..
& i saw smthg floating in my tumble watr...

i took a closer look &...........
OMG...............................................
is a cockroach......................................
aaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...................

immediately i pour e whole tumble of watr into e red pail beside e cooler..
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......




enlarge version.................................




ah..................................................................
OMG...........
i rushed ot to wash my tumble agn.....
eeeeeeeee............

i told sue, chris abt it...
& i went upstairs & bot 3 BIG bottles of mineral watr immediately....

i m nt gona drink tht cooler watr agn....
NVR !!!

we hv been drinking cockroach watr all tis while....
OMG....................... OMG..........................

>.<""""""

sm of e random thgs we did..
& sm pic i took quite sm tm bk..

dear took me to dog farm..
thr r cats, dogs.. we went see fishes too..
btw, e dog farm reali smells.... eeeuuu.. >.<""






***

we went movie..
we were both hungry aftr e movie..
went mac & tis is wht he taught me..
put fries in my fillet.. ^.^



***

1 of e day aftr wk..
we went dinr at pasta mania..
he knws wht i like..

due to we both now hv 'small' appetite..
unable to finish our food..

but stil.. m hapi to see him eat.. =)

i...............
hv stop smoking for 3days..

i......................
m such a gd gal..

& i did it agn tis tm..
althou alot tougher thn e 1st tm..
but i stil did it..

i shd deserve...... smthg.. (奖赏)
hmm...

Sorcerer's Apprentice



i like e movie..
great magic scene..
sunking rug.. dragon, mirror world etc..
pretty interesting..

althou thr r sm reviews said nt v gd..
but i think is nice..

wana go wth stitch to watch agn if possible..

Inception



excellent story line..
great visuals..
gd script & castings..
fresh & genuine plot..

e direction of tis movie is close to flawless..
1 of e most complicated yet nice to watch story lines..
whoever tht cm up wth e script for inception is a genius..
e idea is innovative and refreshing..
to knw e difference between fantasy & reality..

i nvr cm across any movies wth such plots b4..
v complicated concept tht has been explain nicely..
e synchronisation of e different layers of e dream is really wonderful..
thou seems alitt confusing..
just make sure u dun miss any moments or scenes..

a must watch movie..
if i hv e chance, i may watch agn..
it is definitely bettr thn shutter island..
worth e money..

****

gals.. sori..
no pics taken..

quit smoking in Oct2008..
pick it up agn in Jun2010..

hmm..
didnt reali find it difficult to quit in Oct2008..
thou wil think.. but i cn stil 'press' it dwn..
all i did was, pick 1 fine day, stop totally..
nt even 1 single stick..
& e following hrs & days will be kip reminding myself..
'pls dun waste ur effort oh...'
'remembr wht u had promised.. to quit b4 40..'
& thts it.. i stopped & quited..

tis tm round..
smoke bk..
smoke more..
to e extend i nd to puff every 2-3hrs..
nt just 1 stick, cn b 2-3 sticks..
heavier..

i wana quit..
tried.. failed..
max i did was 22hrs no cigi..
thn everythg just cm bk..
puff more..

***

i remembr.. last tm, i smoke for so so so many yrs..
but i cn quit quite easily.. just pick 1 day & stop..
y tis tm round seems nt possible..?
y tis tm round seems tougher..?

i remembr.. i dun smell like a cigi whn i was a smoker last tm..
i stil smells nice & v 'jesmine'..
but i noticed tis tm round, i smell like a cigi..
omg, i dun smell nice.. & i dun like to smell like a cigi..

spend alot on cigi..
2days cn finish a pack..
1 week = 3packs = $30 plus..
1mth easily $150..

is tm..

i wun wan kids to b disappointed..
i nd to set a gd eg..
i dun wana smell like cigi..
i wana smell 'jesmine'..

gv me strength to do it..

撕票风云 (变种警察)



nt bad..

finished HK series 天天天晴..
now watching HK series 澳门街..

finished 俄罗斯电影 черная молния




finished shutter island..



finished transylmania..





finished undisputed 3





finished HK series 肥田喜事..

nw watching HK series 天天天晴 (李司棋/毛舜筠) episode 14..
wil b able to complete by tomor..

Despicable Me



most review said is worth watching..
most review said is nice..

i dun find worth watching..
thou certain scene r littl touching..
sm characters r cute..
thts all..

UP is much much much nicer thn tis..

u r nvr a burden to me..





speedy recovery..
love..

凡是都有两面..

previous stick was ard 9pm last nite..

til tis morning 9am =12hrs,
tm check now is 7pm..
tis morning 9am til now 7pm=10hrs



22hrs wthot cigi..
hmmm.....

world cup..

tis yr world cup seems v different fr othr yrs..
tos we think shd b in final were ot..
brazil is 1 of e team..

Final : Netherlands vs Spain..

m nt a soccer fan.. but.. think spain wil win..

tis was on my desk few days bk whn i rch office..

a sandwich.. to cheer me up.. *sweet*
fr HL.. e youngest in my team..

thou i wasnt hungry at all..
thou i wasnt feel like eating at all..
i stil squeeze e whole thg in my tummy..
cos is an effort & tots tht i do nt wana waste..

luckily is sandwich.. cos i dun eat othr food nowadays..

tks.. i knw u all care..

predator



is so ulgy.. e look freak me.. *_*

i feel e movie itself, nt reali nice..
littl boring cos quite alot of talking..
stil prefer e very 1st predator..
think tht 1 is nicer..

Lala land seems far.. is almost 3am & I m stil here..

i hv to admit..
i do nt knw hw to live my life wthot u..

cos i dun knw wht is hunger..
i dun knw wht is rest..
i dun knw wht is hapi..
i dun knw e taste of food..
& i dun knw hw to totally remove u fr my heart..

do u knw hw..?

u stil hv me ard u..
but do i....?

and I wondr..

did I ever cross ur mind..

whn u r at hm..
whn u r in ur rm..
whn u r ot, to places tht we been b4..
whn u r in ur car..
whn u r alone..
whn u r unwell..
whn u r playing ur iphone..
whn u see certain thgs..
whn u eat certain food..


did I... ever cross ur mind..?

i see u r nt stress anymore..
m hapi for u.. & i reali do..

no snap..
& cn hv new car,
new tv.. hw amazing..
perhaps is e power of her (ur ex)..

oh.. & e power of letting an useless, fat old lady go.. =)

cn see u hv an ease of mind nowadays..
u cn eat & zzz..
u go bk hm early..
let go of me, u nd nt answr anythg to any party..
kids hapi..
dad hapi..
u hapi..
everybody is hapi..
plus u hv ur family bk on track..

looking at all tis..
is tm for me to let go..
u hv made urself v clear nt once..
u said dun wait for u..

i wun spoil ur plan, or ur 'happiness',
nt to wori.. =)

i m nt as gd/smart/clever as u r..
u seems pretty ok just aftr a week..
i nd tm to adjust bk..
going hm alone,
doing everythg alone..

but..
i tell myself..
if u cn do all tis..
if u cn b so cruel to me..
if u cn no sms, no calls, nothg..
i shd b able too..
or perhaps.. u dun reali love me as much..
or.. u properly think i wun die..

so.. i m learning..

dun b mistaken tht i m drawing lines wth u..
u had alrdy totally let go of sm1 u claim u love so much,
u had excluded tis 'aunty' in ur future..
thn.. thr is no point for me to hang on..

i had tried, so hard (u knw) on our relationshp..
to make it last.. to b a gd gf..
cos i cherish.. every single moment,
every single days or even mins wth u..

but.. it has bcom just 1 way..
oni me holding on..

by letting me dwn,
by hurting sm1 tht loves u so much..
wil reduce all ur troubles..
& wil lessen all ur stress..

u nd to scarifies a caring, loving gal's heart,
let her pain & sorrow, to exchange for ur 'happiness' & ease of mind..


u shd knw hw cruel u r..

we used to glued togethr..
we wil miss each othr if we dun see each othr a day or so..
we wil do almost everythg togethr..
but.....

no more.. everythg just vanish.. no more..

u hv given me a rainbow..
& now u decided to take it bk..

no more rainbow.. no more..

we hv many thgs havent do..

we were saying to go batam ard aug agn..
we were saying to go taiwan ard end of e yr..
or mayb china..

u hv smthg in mind for my birthday..

u always wanted to go thailand agn..
to hv tht steamboat agn..
our memories thr..

we hv nt eaten tos restaurant in ur phone list..
e 1 tht is on a ship.. til now stil hv nt try..

i told u, i wana go mt faber agn tis christmas eve..
we didnt manage to do so last christmas due to sis took car..
i said i wana go mt faber every christmas eve wth u..
u said ok..

we plan to get a hse of our own..
i say i wana cook soup for u..
i wana learn to cook tos dishes u like..
we cn laz ard e hse,
& watch tv togethr..

we hv so many thgs yet to b done..

or perhaps....
all tis wil b taken ovr by smbody else..


** i came to realise... u did nt include me in ur future at all... **

i m always thr to provide wth all e strength..

hw m I gona get sm strength whn I m drained.. whn I needed..?


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beautiful morning fr my balcony..

may ur tummy recovr sn..

bak ku teh.... here we cm....... =)

** amazing we hv e same tot, bak ku teh for lunch tomor..**

til nw, i stil find it amazing...
hw cn we both think e same thg..
is like.... LINK.. amazing..

hasnt been zzz well past few days..
is eithr i cun zzz..
eyes big big..
or i zzz alrdy wake up & cun zz bk..

so............

i wish..........

i wil zzz like PIG tonite..

no more waking up mid of nite dun knw for wht..
no more eye big big cun zzz..
no more twist & turn..

for tis tm.. i WANA snore..................

finish 掌上明珠(宣萱/林保怡)..

nw watching 铁马寻桥(杨怡/郑嘉颖)..

eclipse..

slightly bettr thn e previous 1..
but m expecting bettr..

为什么要拿走属于我的东西...?
为什么...?

为什么你让他们拿走..?
为什么...?

tis days office is like freezer..
c..o..l..d...

today nt as tired as yestrdy..
but more tummy pain thn yestrdy..
& lots of... tht..

littl fellow was asking me just now 'y nowadays u nvr go to colin's hse?'
i reply 'nothg..'

kindna miss going ovr ur pl..
used to go ovr couple of tm a week..
wait for u to cm bk fr ur mum's pl..
watch tv togethr..
chat b4 we zzz..
kip each othr company..
but wun b able to do so anymore..

tht friday has bcom our last 'out of e country trip'..
& tht thursday has bcom my last stay..

feel alittle like....
a loving married couple is being force to lead separate life like tht..

tomor is friday..
i used to love friday..
we wil all going for a movie..

thn it wil b ur family weekend day..
is gona b everybody's 1st family outing aftr so long..

everybody wil b v delighted..
tis is wht u always wan..
go ot as a family..

at least ur wish is fulfilled..

went watch knight & day yestrdy..
ticket was a gift from jeff & her last yr.. GV gold class..
yestrdy was e last day of tht ticket voucher..

m like a mountain turtle..
hv nt been to gold class b4..

they hv comfortable chairs tht cn b adjusted..
e seats r big & comfy..
i cn even rest my tired legs on e chair..
thr is a small table & menu for u to ordr food..
a button for u to press if u nd to pl ordr..
& a blanket for u to cover..

like it so much.. just tht tics r reali ex..
2 tics r ard $50..

movie nt reali nice to me..
mayb bcos i was having migraine..
plus tht monthly thg..
plus sm heartache thg..

but overall i enjoy myself..
cos i cn lie dwn comfortably to watch movie..

gd experience thou expensive..