tis morning...

viet : u look v pretty today...
me : (eyes big big & a big smile) thank Q...

***

aftrn..

alvin leen : u v fair hor....
me : haha.. ok la.. u also fair ma.. (notice i m talking 'rubbish')

LOL..

i bot myself birthday present..

althou i knw is alittl too early (1 mth plus away)..

a wallet..

dear always say i any hw put my $.. all ovr..

he always say wana get me a wallet..

i always tell him no nd..

saw tis on offer.. & like it alot..

e brand...? cn see..?

nice..?

& i bot myself a handbag..

my favourite brand.. nice...?

was surprise to hear fr my littl darling,

he said e bag is 'nice'... =)

*add on :

me : i bot a bag..

littl darling : oh... hw much...?

me : .... ex..

littl darling : hw much...?

me : $299..

littl darling : huh?

me : $299....

littl darling : $299..? $2.....9......9.....?

me : ya.. $299..

littl darling : chey......... $299 ok la...

littl darling : i tot is $2999.. i tot u missed ot a digit..

me : $299 ex ah..

littl darling : cheap la.. her bag is $10k wan ok... urs just $299 hor..

me : ok.. lol.. if i hv $10k, i wil bring u, gor gor, eulene & colin to tour..

me : i wil nt use $10k to buy a bag..

me : to me $299 is ex...

littl darling : ok la.. e bag is nice..

*******

i like my new bag..
i stood at e counter for quite long..
thinking to buy or nt to buy..

actually i like 3 of thm.. *_*
but in e end i bot oni 1..
i... gd gal la hor.. ^.^

my lunch... (look messy hor..)



was hungry ard 12pm,
cos tis morning oni ate a small kway..

walked to shop & save..
see see look look wht to eat...........
& was drizzling..

i saw many dishes at e vegi rice store..
i... miss 'lam chiong'..
so i decided to get tht..

as usual rice littl littl..
& i ordr steam egg, 'lam chiong', & curry chk..

hmmm.. m so full nw..

*sinful*

bot 2 sets of working attire for dear..

white base wth black dots shirt,

a black base wth white/silver pattern tie..

& a black sleeve button..

white base wth pinkish/red lines shirt,

a black base wth red pattern tie..

& a red/black sleeve button..

nt sure whethr tos shirt fit him nt..

hopefully cn..

noticed he has nice shirts & ties..

& guess he has enough working attire..

actually... i nd nt wori abt him..

hopes he likes thm..
hopes they wil bring him sm gd luck.. =)

it seems like thr is no more iphone games to play..
pets live, tap resort, farm story, city story, we rule, god fingr..
sm hv rch limit, others has bcom v routine..
everyday just go in to check.. see see look look..

nd to find new fun games to play..
any recommendation...?

***

oldr darling started his attachmt..
china town area..
1st 2 days he was reali tired..
nd to get use to waking up early..
aftr a week, think he is doing fine..
now early morning, 3 of us 'snatching' toilet..

***

of a sudden, notice litt darling has grown up..
well.. of cos i knw he has grown up,
but.. in my heart he is always stil v young..
til i notice he is now taller thn me..
he is wearing his dad/brothr's slippers..
his hand is BIGGER thn mine alrdy..
thn i notice... my litt fellow has grown up..

***

last nite migraine on std by..
tis morning wake up wth migraine..
last mth (aug) 3 x..
tis mth (sept) so far 1x..

gd gal, i ate medi once i brush my teeth..

***

tis mth 'best fren' is amazingly 'gd'..
5th day alrdy v clean..
nvr b4.. m hapi.. =)

but..
today see sm agn.. @_@
hmmmmmm....
hopefully dun b like last mth..

***

anothr few more days of 'eating snake',
i hv to 'chiong' for reports agn..

end of oct i'll b 2yrs old in ST..

***

hv nt been gd gal lately..
nowadays got eat noodle or rice..
hmm.. discipline go whr..?
naughty gal..

zzz ard 12plus mid nite last nite..
didnt online stream my movies at all..
went straight to bed rite aftr i bath..
tired.. whole bk, shouldr, body hv been aching for few days ever since 'best fren' arrives..
hv to tks dear for e massage to reduce my aching..

& tis morning, i zzzz til 10 plus am..
i was surprise cos i hv been waking up ard 7plus 8am for e past few weekends..

had a gd rest thou i did awake a couple of tm, like 2plus am, 5plus am, 7plus am..
but all manage to zzzz bk rite away..

&................

i had a dream tis morning..
i cn stil remembr e dream v clearly whn i m awake..

in e dream jaslene (jeff's wife) face was reali 'black'..
she was v angry..
m nt sure y, or wht i did to upset her..
she wanted me to leave..
she dun wan me to stay at her pl anymore..

haiz.......... tis dream bothers me..

bto nd to wait 4yrs if i m so lucky to get it..
4yrs.. but i wil hv more $ prepare for renovation by thn..

jeff gv me an impression is bettr tht i cn move ot asap..
althou he didnt say e actual sentence/words ot asking me to leave..
althou he did say i cn stay thr forever if i wan to..

but whn i told him abt e dream tis morning,
he said : 'now e resale flat cash nt so much alrdy..'
he said his fren bot a 3rm flat at amk, cash oni like less thn 10K..
he said mayb i cn consider resale 3rm flat..

haiz...... mayb is me being 多心ba..

shd i wait for bto..? or shd i get a 3rm...?
mayb i m nt selected at all for all e bto i applied..?
mayb at e end of all e bto, i stil hv to get a resale flat at e open market..?

haiz.....

3rm... hmmm.....

prefer to hv a 4rm.. if possible..
guess... i nd to push myself agn..
limits.. & stretch..

i miss 苦瓜...
so.. i decided to cook sm for myself..



nobody eat 苦瓜.. b it at hm.. or at wk..
& i miss it.. so i went super mart..
bot hm, wait til they (jeff & her) went ot just nw..
i cooked... lol..

wil eat all, all by myself..
e whole pot of 苦瓜.. mine...... =)

i hv finish HK series..
古灵精探B
法网群英
摘星之旅
女人最痛
聊斋3

i hv watch online movies..
icon man 2
frozen
death at e funeral
centurion
love at first hiccup
toy story 3
nanny mcphee 2

i m now watching VD (vampire dairies) season 2..
& HK series 公主嫁到..
VD hv to wait, like 1 episode a week.. slow.. =(
公主嫁到 is funny.. =)

m stil waiting for my fringe season 3.....

Legend Of The Fist:
The Return Of Chen Zhen

watch wth dear & hl + ekk..

hl & ekk were late for e show..

i was wondering, thinking, y so long..

e fighting scenes quite gd..

donnie's body stil in v gd shape..

japs r reali cruel ppl..
i reali hate to see tm torturing ppl..
cn remembr tht stupid jap man in e movie said,
'sentimental ppl r weak ppl...' **angry**

hellooooooo.............. sickening jap
sentimental ppl r nt weak ppl ok..!!
they just hv a 'heart', they live their lifes wth a HEART
nt like u, live ur life wth NO HEART
just follow instructions BLINDLY... which means = to NO BRAIN!!

cun imagine hw our grands suffer whn jap attack us bk thn..
haiz.. i remembr my grandma told me whn i was much youngr,
hw my grandfathr died..hw he was torture during world war 2..
grandma hv to live her life on her own..
bring up all her kids all by herself...

japs r more clever? more wealthy? more brain? more powerful? more successful..??
by being NOT sentimental doesnt means u wil 100% win...
by being NOT sentimental doesnt means u wil 100% b more successful than others in ur life..

u nd both IQ & EQ inordr to b successful ok.. !!
brainless pig..

*i m angry.. * @_@

dinr session wth my ah leng..

we went ehub for our devil movie,
cos i miss e chk rice thr..

look at my dear..
smart...?

nowadays i see a neat, smart him..
last tm, i cn always 'feel' him..
but now, i oni 'feel' his shirt.. *.*


our chk rice



dear ordr a 豆芽 for me..
he dun eat 豆芽..
he ordr cos i like.. & of cos, i finsh all.. =)



chk.. & soup..

dun knw y, feel nt as nice as b4..
used to like their chk rice alot..
but yestrdy kindna feel different..
hmm..

devil



watch wth dear yestrdy..
a low budget movie,
but nt bad..

it kips me thinking, 'whts nxt..?' & 'who is nxt..?'
its nt draggy as well..

didnt expect e devil to b tht old woman..
i reali didnt think is her..

agree wth dear in a way..
shd hv shown 'a real devil face'..
u knw, like tos wth horns on e head.. scary face..
but.. too bad.. in tis movie, e devil is in human form..

my breakfast for today..

strawberry toast...

hv no idea y today e toast is so nicely done..

nicely toasted & lots of strawberry jam...

yum.... =D

u r finally here..
i hv been waiting for few days..
u wil usually arrives early..
sm tm few days earlier..

but tis tm round, u didn't..
& i started to get wori..

anyway, m glad u arrived..
just hope u wun stay too long k..

oh... & .. dun gv me problem while u r here k..

BTO jurong, numbr of flats 171,
my Q numbr is 432.. far exceeded..
HDB said if thr r available units, they may contact me..
anyway, jurong is far.....

while waiting for yishun's result,
i applied woodlands (awhile ago)..

actually dun like woodlands...
so so so far la.. >.<"
haiz... but no choice.. i nd a hse..
y BTO no east side de...?

i was telling gal,
stay woodlands cn every nite go JB dinr..
go JB shopping..
cn always go JB sing k.. >.<"

prefer yishun.....
at least nt far far away like jurong & woodlands..
hope wil get yishun.. but think difficult la..
guess they wil gv to 1st timer 1st..

just contacted HDB..
nxt BTO shd b sengkang & panjang..
hmm... sengkang sounds gd...
nt v far...

if oni thr is BTO at e east side..
y dun hv...?

our k session (HD+Olvl)



we went k last 1 week plus ago..
everybody sings.. except vincent..

jerry + gf

ah hai + gf

terrence + 'lady fren'

oh, we all like tis e best..

best combo of e nite.. haha..

we were laughing thru ot e song..

thou aaron sings weird song,

but he is sporting.. & comical.. =)

resident evil



watch wth dear..
kindna like it.. thou review say no gd,
but.. i find it ok..

got afew shock..
1 of e scene whn e zom cm ot of e hole in e bathrm..
& dear went off to toilet..
i was scare.. m holding onto dear's jacket tightly...
half covering my face.. &.. suddenly.. tht zom just jump ot...
scary sia.. lol..

whn dear is bk, zom alrdy gone bk to e hole.. haha..

*****

saw quite afew ghost movie trailer b4 movie starts..
kindna like 1 of thm, name 童眼,
by actress/singer 楊丞琳..

take a look at e trailer..





nice.....? >.<"""""


nxt must watch movie wil be 'devil'....
heard is a gd movie..

a day full of fOod....

thr is tis day.. we hv so many food..

mei mei (hl) eggs + bread..
yum.. =)

my grapes..

sue's hari raya's cookies....

& of cos ah gal's (wen) potato salad..

love gal's potato salad..

we had a continues of 2 days of tht..

tks to her & her daddy.. =)

feel so like 'home'..

omg omg....
VD (vampire diaries) is finally bk...
season 2..

Rocks............ =D

i finish all reports..
on tm.. & on my own target..
m hapi.. satisfied wth myself =)

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hv no idea y i m feel sleepy & hungry early tis morning whn i m on bus..
i think i did zzz normally last nite..
plus, i got eat dinr last nite..
thus dun knw y wil feel hungry & sleepy so early in e morning..

ah gal make potato salad for us today..
nt bad.. she gona make sm more tomor..
so, today i had alttl salad as breakfast,
& 1 small small slice of mooncake made my vic's mum..
mooncake nt bad too.. nt too oily, nt too sweet..
ah gal ate alot.. haha..

thn kelvin gv us 2 boxes of biscuit to snack..
nice of him.. thou biscuit so so oni..

thn lunch i ate 红糟鸡..
nt sure is it due to tht chicken..
evening tm feel like throwing ot while on e way hm..
for few hrs..

dinr ate a banana..

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oh ya...

tis morning receive a call fr my gynae..
my heart gona drop ot whn i saw his name on e caller ID..
they said they wil nt call me if everythg is ok..
they say wil oni call me whn result no gd..

aftr answering e call & i almost got a heart attack,
doc say result ok, just sm infection..
haizzzzzzzzzzz.......... wht e hell sia........

my heart was pounding so hard u knw..
haiz.. tot he is gona tell me i hv cancer..
PHEW....

luckily my heart stil quite strong..

i m hungry.. &.. sleepy..

went gynae for my yearly checkup..
suppose to go for e checkup in april..
but for many reasons delay til last week..

did a pap smear test,
nurse said she wil nt call me if everythg is ok..
if i receive call fr thm, means smthg is bad on e pap smear test result..

doc gv me a blood test as well..
to test whethr i 贫血..
& e result is yes, i m littl 贫血..
must eat more iron thg, such as 猪肝..

& of cos to check on my 2 'diamonds' (fibroids)

whts fibroids....?

fibroids r tumors of e smooth muscle tht normally found in e wall of e uterus..
they cn develop wthin e uterine wall itself or attach to it..

in my case, both r attached to my uterus..

fibroids cn cause irregular vaginal bleeding..
or an increase in menstrual bleeding..
sm tm wth blood clots..

it wil also cause pelvic pain.. & frequent urination..
so fibroids potentially cn cause many health problems..

treatment for fibroids depends on e symptoms..
e size & location of e fibroids..
age (how close the person is to menopause)..
e patient's desire to hv children..
& e patient's general health...

doc may follow e size & growth of e fibroids ovr tm,
to make sure no indicators of cancer r present..
if e person does nt hv symptoms such as vaginal bleeding..
or pelvic pain.. & if e fibroid is nt growing rapidly,
no treatment may be needed..
Sm patient's may, however, require more frequent pelvic exams,
to check on changes wth e fibroids..

removal of fibroids..
thr r several types of surgery options for treatment..
all hv both risks and benefits..
hv to discuss e risks and benefits with doc..
sm treatment options may nt be right for a woman,
becos of e characteristics of e fibroids or other health factors..

below a pic for reference..
i hv 1 on top, & 1 on my left..

fr last yr both ard 2cm..
now grown to, e top fibroid 3cm & e left fibroid is 4cm..
seriously.. cum imagine i m carry 2 'diamonds' in my tummy everyday..
& 1 of thm is as big as 4cm... >.<""


doc say to monitor..
he would like to see me agn in dec (3mths) tm..
we wil see hw it goes la..
cos i prefer to see him half a yr once rathr thn 3mths tm..
seeing him is nt cheap sm more..
my last visit last week is $191..

just hope they dun grow so fast..
dun gv me too much problem,
althou they r alrdy giving me prob..

had an undrstnding fr my doc,
he wil oni remove whn it grows up to more thn 5cm..

as i had 2 cesarean before..
doc prefer me to go thru e same op,
opening up e same pl,
same line tht he did for me whn i gv birth to my 2 darlings,
to remove my 2 fibroids..

according to my doc,
i wil nd at least a minimum of 2mths to recover..
wil nd ard $8k (estimate oni) ..
wil nd to stay in hospital of few days..
i wil hv 1 mth mc..

frankly.. i hope i cn no nd to go thru tht agn..
cos.. i cn stil remembr e pain,
of opening my tummy to get my 2 darlings ot..
e cuts, e wounds.. is reali painful.. >.<""

wil discuss wth my doc agn whn it rch above 5cm..

mean while... pls dun make my mthly thg so long..
pls dun make my tummy so pain..

I dun like aftr today.......

i hv nt been gd gal tis 2 days..

cos..

i had half bowl of duck porridge yestrdy aftrn..
i had half a bowl of white rice wth chicken & fish tis aftrn..
& half bowl of oyster peanut porridge for dinr..

sm random pics..

my desk.. wth memories..



knw wht is tis..? & whr..?



rch hm 1 day, & tis is wht i saw..
quietly took dwn tis 'rare' moment..
they were both 'doze off'..
sound asleep at e hall.. *sweet*

grown ups



talks abt tis 5 gentlemen..
they were a basketball team whn young..
all grown ups.. sm hv families.. sm stil single..
quite funny..

it brings up sm of dear's basketball memories..
m always hapi to see him laughs..

our anothr JB trip..

tis tm we intend to go ovr to jusco shopping mall to take a look..

as usual, took half day & off we went..

difference is, we had our lunch at JB instead of woodland..

we had kenny roger..

cos has been quite awhile i had..

kindna miss..

we ordr a 1/4 each.. & ordr a mango drink..

able to guess which is mine & which is dear's..? ^.^

taste different fr spore's..

hmm.. i prefer spore's.. but JB's is cheap..

***

aftr lunch, we went ovr to jusco..

hmm.. nothg reali exciting..

normal shopping mall wth super mart..

travel thr was ok but nt bk..

they charged quite ex to go bk to check point.. nt worth..

& we bot 2 ties..

& a SK pendant.. nice..?

aftr walking ard jusco, is almost dinr tm..

went ovr to our usual 'e store' side & hv our dinr..

see wht we ordr..

dear removing all e crab shells for me..

sweet..

all nicely remove.. yum..

poor him.. in e end his fingr was littl swollen..

***

step up 3

aftr dinr, we watch step up 3..

nt dear cup of tea.. but he co me watch..

i love dancing.. well of cos i cun dance like thm..

but watching thm dancing makes me feel 'energetic'..

had always wish i m much much youngr..

so tht i cn learn dancing..

e movie nt so nice.. but i love their dancing..

***

went bk to spore aftr e movie..

had a great day..

spending tm wth him is nvr as easy nw..

dear said he is gona try all e different type of crab thr..

chilli, pepper.. & othrs more..

we wil go thr agn.. nxt tm to anothr shopping mall..