didnt see my dear for a week plus..
reali miss him.. & wori abt his acne..
i knw he dun wan me to wori too much..
thus he wil always say is bettr alrdy..
but i dun knw hw true it is..
& i dun knw e bettr is hw bettr..

thn yestrdy.. my love said he wana pop by..

we went pray 大伯公..
cos b4 op, we went thr to pray for smooth op..
thus wana go bk tks thm..

i saw dear's neck has a big plaster wth blood stain on it..
didnt manage to see e actual acne..
but.. i think i wil b v upset if i see it (e actual acne)..
cos whn i go thru tos acne photo tht dear took..
fr begining, til current.. i m upset..
wth e thg grow so big.. swell.. etc etc..
& he is stil nt gona see doc.. til last week.. =(

if i m wth him.. he wil nt suffer for so long..
i wil drag him to doc whn i see it got worst..
i'l nt allow him to wait til so big.. I WILL NOT !!

m stil v upset whn i think of tos pics..
i m stil upset while i m typing tis post..

dear.. pls dun do tis to urself agn.. ok..
go see doc whn u r nt feeling gd.. dun drag too long..
it hurts to see u go thru all tis..

wth e rite medicine & care, u wil recover fastr..

ur fatty dear loves u..